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Friday, August 22, 2008

song of the day: pink - who knew

another week is just gonna pass by with me still disliking the class.
the pursuit of better grades for prelims and alevels has changed the class into a torturous dome.
the mental stress experienced is just, too much.
its either you keep managing the stress quietly by yourself, or just cut the friendship ties with everyone.
there are so much criticism hypocrisy and sarcasm in the class that it doesnt feel like you're in a class anymore.
seriously, where's the 12d that we once were?
the orientation.
the j1 camp.
the teachers day celebration.
the kbox outing.
the zijie's bday celebration.
the zhenxiang's bday celebration.
and not forgetting, mr ng's marche treat.
when was the last happy time that this class had spent together.
ironically, its on my birthday.
seven months have past and we didnt spend a good time together.
all we know is pitting against one another in results and stuff.

another class i stepped into today was doing teachers' day gifts for their respective tutors.
atmosphere there was very different as everyone was having fun doing up their masterpieces.
was only there to pass things to others, i was really surprised when two of the guys in class gave me hugs.
they were rather spontaneous and so i didnt know how to react.
deep inside me, i felt like whew i really needed that!
at least in that class, i felt like im really being appreciated.

so once and for all, im just going to say this for just once.
clockwise from the teacher's desk, let me just name the tables one, two, three, four.
can that particular guy from table one just keep your mouth shut and stop making weird noises during chemistry lessons?
we know that you excel in chemistry but you seriously dont have to doubt others' answers by your lousy smirks.
you dont know how many people are complaining about you behind your back.
and teachers, oh well they dont like you as much as you like them.
thats what i know and what you dont.

table two, can that particular guy stop trying to act smart by asking many unrelated questions in class.
if you wish, do it after school or during consultations.
with precious time wasted on irrelevant questions, weaker students like me are SHORTCHANGED for goodness sake.
and wishing your teachers dead is definitely not a mature thing to do for your age so just grow up.

can we as a class, continue to help one another till the end of a levels?
stop all the personal attacks and stealing of notes till the end of a levels?
show some care to everyone and be sensible till the end of a levels?
play a part in all class activities when required till the end of a levels?
be less competitive and share materials with one another till the end of a levels?
NOT SCOLD YOUR FRIENDS THINGS LIKE "WAH SO EASY YOU ALSO DUNNO HOW TO DO, or WHAT RUBBISH ARE YOU WRITING" till the end of a levels?
can we as a class appreciate what our teachers have done for us and give them the credit that they deserve till the end of a levels?
last but not least, COOPERATE AND UNITE AS ONE TILL THE END OF A LEVELS?
thats just the little things i want to see in everyone.
classmates, can we just do things right for the last 50+ days we're going to spend together?
at least 10 years down the road, i will still want to have gatherings with you outside.
so can we please, try our best....?

with this, i end this post.

-just when i needed you most