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Sunday, April 20, 2008

song of the day: paramore - that's what you get

its sunday today!
its the day when i get to sleep till late.
its the day when i get to rest my eyes after many hours of contact lens almost everyday.
its the day when i get to stay at home to finish up my homework.
this sunday is going to be SLIGHTLY different cause..
ITS EUGENE'S BIRTHDAY!
so happy birthday dude.
you know im not the kind who will say nice things.
all those can leave to people who are considered normal to you.
im going to be the kind of friend you really want.
just be more sensible, stop littering, be considerate, stop yelling..... and the list goes on.
there's so much things i can say for you to change but, hope our friendship lasts.
HAHA okay next.

yesterday was seriously tiring cause there's filming.
some scenes keep having to retake cause i keep forgetting my lines.
haha but overall was kinda good lah.
went shoujun's house to shoot which i have to pretend its "my" house.
its nice and kinda big and is really conducive for studying.
after filming i met up with my mom for MOVIE.
she said she wanted to watch the forbidden kingdom and asked me to watch with her.
it has a boring plot lah.
i practically yawned quite a few times lo.
the only parts i found nice were the fighting scenes.
the next few movies which i wanna watch:

1. the hottie and the nottie / opens 17 april

PARIS HILTON! fullstop.

2. harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay / opens 24 april

argh i watched the harold and kumar go to white castle some years back and i vaguely remembered i enjoyed it!
seriously such m18 movies made my day(s)!
(i watched american pie 1 2 3 when i was 15)
LOL so now you're gonna think im horny but HAH :D

3. iron man / opens 30 april

GREAT, reminds me of my primary school days when i frequent the arcades and chose iron man to fight for me (in the game).
woohoo!

4. you dont mess with the zohan / opens 18 june

starring adam sandler! i watched the trailer and it looks kinda promising! he's the guy who brought you CLICK and others!

5. wall-e / opens 28 august

the plot is just so HUH? lol but im looking forward to this movie eh. its an animated movie. go check the trailer up on youtube!

there's a minor problem however, to all these movies - WHERE DO I GET THE TIME TO WATCH THEM?
such a busy year =/ school ends at 6 almost everyday.
sucks. anyway thats bout all for this post.
ADIOS :D

-just when i needed you most

Monday, April 14, 2008

song of the day: blue - if you come back

For all this time
I've been loving you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day you left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh the reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I don't want this love
To ever end

Chorus:
And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

I watched you go
You've taken my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time I tried to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I don't want this love
To ever end
No no no no

And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe I didn't know
What to say
But this time I wont disguise
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one

And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

if you come back - blue

-just when i needed you most

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

song of the day: usher - love in this club

i wanna make love (in this club) eh!
contrary to my previous post, im feeling so much better now.
thanks to all those who showed concern - yes every single one counts. :)
after a good eight and a half hour sleep last night, i felt recharged!!
lol just hope there would be less nagging in class and more encouragement! :D
and another good news will be: i passed napfa!!
LOL sounds noob i know but i suck so much in running 2.4 and i failed by 8seconds on monday.
now i passed by 20seconds and got a silver!
i could have gotten a gold if im another 20seconds faster cause i managed to attain at least c for the rest.
bah.

anyway moving away to something lighter, shaojun invited us (o612J) pple to his church concert!
its titled agape and its kinda good.
jiawei kept shouting for shaojun, trying to distract him and kept waving the light stick.
it made me laugh so much that i felt the sore in my jaws after the whole thing.
but i like the feeling eh.
seriously laughing until you get cramps in your stomach or feeling the sore in your jaws is actually a bliss.
but i heard some news that people actually laughed to their death.
scary huh.
HAHA okay back to topic.
i saw quite a number of familiar faces there!
for a moment i thought im the one acting sia ahaha (okay im just exaggerating)
alright here comes the photos!
some of them are really blur but heck lah im still going to post them anyway.
blame on those who got shaky hands den cant take good photo lol =x

agape

clockwise from me, theres tiancheng, shaojun, sunghun, jiawei, shengwei, bethia and tabitha! :D

one of the better shots.

the korean and the black. lol

shaojun and jiawei.

jiawei seriously looks like a monk lah after what we've said for nearly 3 years. ahaha!

of course theres ME :D with the two stars!

if you noticed, you can see my boxer from this pic. AHAHA.

and you pervertic people must be clicking on the photo to view it now!
but seriously its there! LOL.
yeap thats about all.
all the best to tiancheng and shaojun who's going tekong this friday.
HAVE FUN EH! :D my turn will come next year.
yeahhhh so ADIOS people!
goood night!

-just when i needed you most

Monday, April 07, 2008

song of the day: soulja boy - soulja girl

im so so tired and being really bogged down by lots of things - mainly school work.
theres so much school work to do and i feel that there is not enough time.
we're being constantly reminded that the a levels are coming and to be exact, just 6months and 26days to go i suppose.
its just so suffocating and the moment you got home from school, you just have no energy to do any other things.
take today for example, school took up nearly 11 hours which i only managed to take two half hour breaks for my meals.
sad anot? =/
everyday seems to be like a scolding session from the teachers.
they're really anxious for us and i can see that.
you know we as students have the kind of mindset like teachers nag = being irritating.
i've learned to change and to seriously think about what they want to say.
most of the times, they made so much sense that i have to agree with.
miss tan said this today "my other classes are all panicking leh but i see your class hor, all like holiday mood"
whether other classes are really panicking anot i dont really know but i really can see my class is slacking.
sometimes theres this part inside of me which wants to come out and point at everything that i think is WRONG but i just control it.
if nobody is thinking along the same line as you, you might be the wrong one in the end no?
there's something in the class which i cannot really explain.
we're really a nice class on the outside but on the inside, everyone is just kinda seperated.
how to do well as a class like that?
and i know ms su is terribly upset about the class - myself included.
how do you feel when every morning the first thing you anticipate your tutor to say "good morning" to you but she actually said "you ah as the cg chairperson..." and starts to complain.
you know things really changed and i've learnt alot more than the last two years.
for the last two years, cg chairperson is like really slack and there's nothing much to take care of.
but this year, there's so many things to catch up with.
"you are making your teachers working harder by going to them for consultations"
this sentence sounds so so logical to me.
if you had work harder, you would have understood the chapter and not going to your teachers for "revision", for which they are repeating for the third time (first in lecture and second in tutorials).
even before this sentence was said, i already have in mind to go to mr ng for consultation later in the afternoon.
which i did, and i apologised to him for asking him so many questions.
i wasnt surprised by his reaction that he said he was glad i looked him up (even though i can see he's tired too).
cause he, seriously is a very good teacher.
really i want to know what exactly has happened to me!?
i checked with some of my PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATES who all happen to obtain lousier grades than me and ended up in other secondary schools.
most of them ended up in a much better jc than me and guess what? most aced their a levels TOO.
just 4 of them i talked to over the weekend - AAA, AAA, ABB, BAB.
how bout that?
JUST WHAT AM I DOING NOW??
this is definitely not the way i want things to happen.
im so embarrassed of myself.
my mood is really bad now and im so sorry i have to rant and rant and rant.
everything is just so FUCKED UP!!!
after this post, i'll be offline to do my chemistry, physics and study for spa for tmr.
fun anot?
not forgetting gp mindmap.
and let me bring this up again, BLOCK TESTS RESULTS ARE SHIT.
i have only myself to blame for feeling like this.
and whats there of myself to be blamed?
aiya this sucks i better stop before i type even more rubbish.
by the time you read until here, i think you're as tired as i am.
for any teachers who happen to read this, i just have to say im sorry for the mistakes i've made.
i will change and cause lesser or no trouble for you.
seriously who doesnt want to have a happy time in school, studying conscientiously, enjoying the times with your peers and maintaining a good relationship with everyone?
as for my classmates who are reading this, lets just stop doing things to make the teachers sad.
you know i felt really really... ARGH.
you tell me lah, what will you do if, you are the cg chairperson of the class.
your teachers hold you responsible for how the class is conducting.
and you get to know your teacher actually teared while talking about your class WITH ANOTHER CLASS.
YOU TELL ME LAH.
you gotta tell me what to do or perhaps HOW SHOULD I FEEL.
i tell you how i felt - fatigue
to think i always put on a happy front so as not to affect any others.
i seriously think i need someone to speak to.
i guess i'll just end here.
good night everyone.

-just when i needed you most