s C r e a M o P u N k

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

song of the day: chris brown - forever

i am chatting with melanie on msn now as we reminisced about the past.
she said she's sad that some things were done hastily in the past or without much consideration that caused many unhappy memories.
though it's already in the past, you can do nothing but well, regret over it.
no use crying over spilled milk yeah?

i hope that a few years down the road when i look back at my jc life, i will smile rather than frown.
but i can safely say now that, i've enjoyed more than 50% of it for sure!
still counting too :D
as for now, i wouldnt want any small things to create an argument among friends.
if possible, i will always take a step back.
i always believe that things happen for a reason or so.
and always remember to accept things if it's already a fact.
perhaps after looking at it sometime later from another perspective, it may just be a blessing in disguise.

retaining was one of the worse but also the best thing that could ever happen to me.
you might think that im crazy BUT IM NOT.
because of retaining, i made many many new and great friends.
because of retaining, im able to experience a better jc life.
2006 sucks but 2007 and 2008 were very much better.
because of retaining, im able to gain close attention from teachers to make me do well.
and the list goes on...

when i thought i was going to retain, i felt as if the sky just collapsed.
i was never so depressed in my life before.
if you can date back to my archive, go read my entry on october or november 2006.
it was terrible, really.
but now, i see it as a blessing.
though 1 year slower than others, im happy that im given a 2nd chance to retake in a jc.
yeap so thanks to the people who are always there for me ever since..
my family, daphne, melanie and many more great people.
my two greatest friends had always been there for me when i need them.
and this is what i told melanie on msn just now:

NULIHZ. says:
ten or fifteen years down the road, i will want to see you and your husband, daphne and her husband, my wife and i sitting together and having a good laugh over the past.

im waiting :)

teachers are part of the reason why i wanna do well in studies though i should be doing it for MYSELF.
but they are the motivation towards better grades.
constant encouragement from mr ng and miss tan made me even wanting to get A for physics and chemistry.
really, every little thing counts.

sometimes, even as something happened as if the world has collapsed on us, we should, asap pack up our feelings and look at the bright side of life.
things must just be really, something much better than before.
another example will be - friends!
because of some stupid things in canoeing, i joined nma.
because of some stupid things again, i made new friends in nma.
because there is a camp for nma, i've better bonds with the new friends!
because we cared to continue our friendships, we kept close contact despite several barriers.
right asri and yuxian? :)

okay moving away from this EMO stuff, slimy shit tagged me on her blog to do some lame quiz!! ahaha.

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> perhaps walk away and never turn back, though it's really really hard. plays the song "go on girl" by ne-yo!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> perhaps to be happy and successful in everything i do. that includes getting good grades, den a good job, a good wife blah blah blah. and maybe turning into a singer/dancer? HEHE.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> somewhere on the clouds where everyone on my wedding list dances to the moonlight. DREAM.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> yes, very in fact. i will get to know it when i receive my a level certificate ><

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> someone who loves every moment being with me, bitching with me, singing with me, dancing with me... and so on.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> being loved by someone of course. loving someone is very, very tiring.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
---> until i find someone who is willing to love me more than i love her. sometimes, someone i really love might just not be the one for me afterall.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> i would most probably keep the secret away from her until she breaks up.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> not really. hehe im a happy and jovial dude!

#10 is being tagged fun?
---> okok lor. at least people who read this blog can understand me better.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> i'll be 29 then! hopefully working in a good company with a good salary. of course, good colleagues and a beautiful wife (and kids too if i may add on) HAHA.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> family, friends (i dun wanna name but they should know who they are), and teachers perhaps!

#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> some cheena and crappy girl who's really fun to talk to. haha!

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married but poor! :D

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> stretch and scratch. lol.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> most probably not. perhaps 90% but not full. unless im sure that person is gonna be my wife. :)

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> i'll pick the one who love me more than i love her.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> friends that are easy to talk to, understand me and appreciate me. VERY IMPORTANT. i dislike unappreciative friends. bah! i like truthful friends too :D

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> as above, unappreciative ones. who likes to TAKE but never gives.

#20 who are the eight people to tag?
---> ivy (time to update your blog!!), jack, zhenxiang, geraldine. thats all i guess cause i know they are the ones who bothered to read this blog and owns a blog. hehe.

-just when i needed you most