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Monday, January 21, 2008

song of the day: pink - who knew

2 more days, i really dont want to say what's happening.
seriously speaking, i wasnt really looking forward to my birthday.
though i had plans for the coming days, i really wasnt expecting it to be so SOON.
this morning on the mrt after replying someone via sms, i saw the date on my screen.
21 january 2008.
i was like, wow another year had just past.
how fast.

another year indeed.
numerous things have changed, especially the friends who hung around me.
last year this period, im still close with people like wenkang shengwei shermaine and the list goes on.
of course daphne and melanie are included.
but this year?
no doubt they wont be with me for my birthday.
it seems that as the years passed, people who celebrate your birthday for you changes.
shermaine is working. wenkang and shengwei is in ns.
so isit cause i've retained thats why im not in ns yet.
if im in ns now, will i be so lucky like now?

i believe im smart in a way or another.
getting a 251 for psle and ended up in bpghs.
played too much and ended up getting 19 for l1r5 and heading for innova.
thought promotion will be a breeze (which is absolutely wrong), im staying in j1 for another year.
and due to the fact that i've retained, i've made more amazing friends especially in my class.
eugene, jack, andre, the girls, and not forgetting zijie and ziyang.
after pahang trip and ogl, i've made even more friends!
i cant even recognise some of their faces when they said hi to me in school.
people spending my birthday together with me will bound to change.
other than daphne and melanie who remain, shermaine wenkang and shengwei are gone.
say hi to 0712d and walto.
sometimes i really hope at least somebody whom i was once close with would remember my birthday and sms me.
it might not necessary be my bday itself, just a casual random sms to say hi, that surely brightens up my day.

i cherish friendship most after my family.
it's really really important to me - without them im not what i am today.
if you're a friend and you cared, i really love you as one.
i really have no idea what im blogging now, i just type as i think. =/
it's really not difficult to keep in touch with me.
you have my friendster, my email, my number or even this blog to tag.
so why not do it now?
i cherish this blog alot and one tag makes a difference.
if i know you and you tagged me before, i'll remember you - trust me.

people ask me what do i want for my birthday.
i replied them: what do you think i lack?
they said nothing.
and nothing too i thought.
i have almost everything that i wanted: basic necessities and materialistic needs.
even the kind of friends i want, i have them.
so what else?
okay if you want to know what i want on my birthday, i would say i want all my close friends to be with me on that day.
even if not, an sms will do :)
and to my class, i want to take pictures with everyone!!
i want to feel loved by my friends lol.
so you all must kiss me and take picture with me. ON THE CHEEKS ONLY HOR >.<
eugene, jack and the girls - compulsory. HAHAHA.
daphne and melanie, you are included im sorry there's no running away from it. ^^
i feel really really lucky to be blessed with great friends all around me.
and i admit im greedy, i want to continue to feel this way.
can i?
if you think so, just say yes.
it's not dumb really, to say it in front of your monitor.
cause if you really mean it, you'll say it.

i have things to say to every individual of you. (if you think you're one, you're one)
i may or may not blog it out but if you ask, im sure to tell you how i feel about you.
but for the very least i know,
daphne and melanie - besties forever.
eugene - bros for life.
any other pacts to make?

i know this post sounds absurb to a certain extent.
people who might not know me might go: wtf is this person ranting about?
but im not worried, cause if you're my friend and you're reading, i know you cared.
and thanks for that.

school's been really tiring recently and i guess im drained.
im going to bed now.
good night singapore.

*i've generated a new wishlist by using 100% of my brain power.*
i really have no idea what i want but if im a spoil brat, maybe i would want those.

-just when i needed you most