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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

song of the day: nan quan ma ma - li jia bu yuan

i've changed alot as a person. im not the lun i used to be, always so carefree and live life to the fullest. i used to say this to LOADS of people "we only live life once. so lets make the best out of it". however right now, im leading a dull life. im not making the best out of it. ive lost all my moods to do the things i like. STRESSED OUT is what you use to describe me.

music. i need lots of them to remind me what is life. without them, i can only see life as a real long stretch of road and im walking aimlessly. with music, the road changes into a plains with trees, rabbits hopping around, the sun smiling at me and i can lie on the grass patch while having a good nap, very much like fairy tales. but from what i see now, i doubt that will happen in anytime soon. i can just pray for that time to come faster.

i feel really lucky cause im blessed i should say. whenever i need help, there WILL be somebody there to lift me up. yes! everytime. i felt really moody yesterday. today i was feeling better and much to my surprise, daph and melanie got me a card+ear stud, hoping to cheer me up. they did, before my happiness subsided a lil and turning into anger. i wasnt angry they bought me stuffs i didnt like. i love em. but they actually spend money on me just to cheer me up? its such a waste of money u know. $17, you can do lots of stuffs with it. if you want to cheer me up, maybe just be there for me when i need you or at the most, treat me to lunch and ill be happy already (: but still, im really grateful. i can see the ones who really cherish me for who i am. once again, colours came back. i, really appreciate that. i love the both of you! <3

the only incident which sucked today was the pw meeting. "good game" quoted sj. other than that, i enjoyed my day today. (: and thanks to hongwei for finding MY BLOG! LOL. you know what i mean =x.

thats all for today. thanks for taking the time to read. tag too! take care peeps!

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-just when i needed you most