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Sunday, July 30, 2006

song of the day:
panic! at the disco - i write sins not tragedies.

went town yesterday to do project work. after which, we went to a lanshop near grand cathay for game. louya comp but cheap rates. lol. $1.50/hr despite being on a saturday. ate and shopped before going home.

dota game last night ROCK, even though i was quite unhappy cause of being ksed. dahzz reunited and we really owned ;D

did cip by selling handphone straps this mornin at town again with zengliang and junjie. overall i think it was quite fun. hmmm. visited some of my ex-colleagues at isetan scotts. (: cut my hair and bought new pair of contact lens. yeap. thats all for today and yesterday! adios!

reminiscing
sometime during sec1, we (caleb calista xihong and i) thought iris always diao us for no stupid reason. one fine day, we called out to her and all of us diao her together. lol! so childish haha. but it felt really good. (: ahhh those times...

-just when i needed you most

Thursday, July 27, 2006

changed the blog video to pan weibo's xie xie. hope you people like it ((:

-just when i needed you most

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

few things to remember. daph's and leb's and jianwen's pressies. woah gotta spend like mad. lol. econs test this friday, maths test next thurs. damn.

few ups and downs these days. everyday is just like a routine to me. wake up, bath, eat, school, home, homework, online/dota, sleep. everyday is just the same these days. except for today la gotta do some racial harmony essay for some tard reasons so no chance to dota. hah!

i changed alot since i entered jc. there are good and bad changes in me. one bad change is that, im not as angelic as before. im serious! lol. and surviving isnt really easy. therefore when i cant seem to get things my way, im out for trouble. so watch out guys! haha. im still as close with daph and mel. really had a great laugh with them just now. i realise the only time i can really laugh till i get stomach cramps are times with them. i remembered i laugh till i cried sometime last year when we including jar reina and jianwen in kfc. those were the classics. love those times man! and i realise i can laugh it all quite well with smith n shaojun. sj's really innocent sia. lawl.

next will be a dedication to a friend. its hard to say out in words so ill type here. everyone cared bout you seriously. days with you can be so worrying at times man. really afraid you'll collapse any moment. so in order to repay our concern, just seek medical assistance okay? if you need someone to accompany you, ill be there (:

so thats all for today. a random post. fan yi chen's love story is really a nice song. sentimental rock. check it out if u have the chance!

reply to tags
shawn - heres an update! and take care too! ;D
shaojun - yeap im very much better now. thanks!
huilin - ya and we chatted so much in our group last year. those were the moments. miss you too (:

-just when i needed you most

Thursday, July 20, 2006

1st of all, happy 17th birthday to my bessstieeee daphne ((:

im sick today. i know i will be cause i had a bad sorethroat since yesterday's noon. now, im down with a bad cough, running nose and a sorethroat. =( but thanks to daph, mel, yang, sj and terri for checking whether im dead not. lol.

went to victoria concert hall last night for bpghs's beauty and the beast performance. it was a good one despite accidents resulting from the props. saw quite a number of familiar faces too. the whole thing ended with a solid bp cheer erupted from the audience. being an ex-bpian, the waves of emotions really overwhelmed me. i cheered along and screamed at the end of the cheer. at that point of time, i really miss bp life. i miss the 1st step into the school, the 1st step into class 102, the 1st appointment as the class councillor, the orientation, the celebrations, the campfires, the cheering competitions, the school structure, the trees, the tables, the chairs, the noise, the fun, the games, the smell and most importantly, the school life. i really miss bpghs alot. putting on bpghs's uniform and councillor's tag was like just yesterday. today, im walkin to school in a brand new and unfamiliar direction. at this point of time right now, to me, bpghs really rocks while ijc sucks. but still, we have to let it go when the time comes. sigh.

the one i expected to be there wasnt there, i left with a heavy heart. =/

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

-just when i needed you most

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

a devil has taken over my mind.

-just when i needed you most

how the thing happens: i know bout the thing. i lied to you by saying that i know what happened from these sources. but they were not true. i guess its wrong of me to lie to you since you're a close one, i decide to come clean. who knows this happened. i was fuckin angry at the fact that someone said he SACRIFICED for me. so i should be the one to blame but he sacrificed for me to become the scapegoat. and thats fucking not true. please get this clear. i dont need any fuckin rabbits to admit my mistakes for me. and you're one big arse if you think that im takin u as that rabbit. so now, the edict comes. i've to choose one of them and only one of them. i still do not know who will be my choice but he's definitely someone who i can trust with.

-just when i needed you most

ok fine, so its my fault for telling a close one something bout him which i shouldnt have revealed. yah fuck that shits bout u trust me. you trust all 4of us? ya right. so i should admit than im at fault now when things go wrong. now both sides are blaming me cause i said something WHICH I SHOULDNT EVEN HAVE KNOWN IN THE 1st place. one thank me for betraying his trust, the other blame me for treating him like a fool. so the thing i should do now is to beg for forgiveness. im now into this fuckin piece of dirty shit and i cant come clean out of it right now. beautiful stories. welldone. u said about u carrying all the shits left by me and cleaning the mess ive left. but get this clear, who's the one who started everything. i admit i started this trouble but who lights the fire? are you sure its me?

-just when i needed you most

Monday, July 17, 2006

ITS 12.50AM NOW AND 2GUYS ARE ARGUING OVER WHO'S CUTER. WTH!
"but in the end.. 3 guys came to an agreement that andre is the cutest" - over my dead body. LAWL.

-just when i needed you most

Friday, July 14, 2006

OMFFFGGG TONIGHT IM THE DUMBBBEST MANNN ON EARTTTH!!!!!! FUCK ITTT!

-just when i needed you most

Few things to blog on. I'll just post a few words and it'll be up to you to figure them out.
*Politics is a big waste of time. In short, its bullshit.
*Big big culture difference.
*Common hatred brings people together.
*I miss pepper lunch.
*Im going to start doing things in my own way.

Last but not least, i would like to express my apologises to the following. Daph, Mel, Yang and occasionally Wee and Lebz. Reason being: having to wait for me every schoolday and often reaching school on the dot because of me. I'll try to wake up earlier now, do things faster and leave home earlier. So sorry leh. Even though this is so random but, ya i guess i should change my bad habit. I wouldnt want to cause you all to go for SSS when its only me being the late 1. Lol.

Who am i going to trust? Damn things are getting so confusing. Before i end, once again i would like to express my love for - my clique, Dahzz, Noodles, Pan Shuai and Xiaogui. Lol. Adios.

-just when i needed you most

Sunday, July 09, 2006

today's kinda boring. did some homework and go online. sian. went to play lan last night with jess, sw, zj, and tabby. dota and cs! i sucked in dota omg. dont dare to 1v1 sw so i keep bs tabby. wahaha sry sis! cs was great! the feel was there and i played kinda well i guess. lookin forward in playing cs again! yay. i didnt let anderson's clan down =x

my computer's feeling kinda sick these few days. restart or hang for no reason. T.T yeap off i go watch 100% vids on youtube. adios! xD

-just when i needed you most

Thursday, July 06, 2006

recently i really liked weibo, xiao gui and afi. lol duno why but its just kinda sudden. all thanks to TV - i believe which is one of the greatest invention on earth. haha. bought weibo's latest album yesterday. frankly speaking, its not really THAT nice but yah, i just support him. (: got back my physics and maths papers. they seriously sucked like mad. sigh dont wanna talk bout that.

my computer just crashed for duno what stupid reason. kinda pissed off. i tried reinstalling with linux but failed. repaired with windows xp and still in vain. therefore, i reformatted with windows xp. now its so naked except for drive D. luckily i kept things like dota and weibo stuffs there LOL. but still, i lost all my recent pics and songs. damn.

check out the afi video just above my tag board (:

-just when i needed you most

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i have more than three friends telling me that im full of shit. yes you heard me - full of shit. reason being, i have to shit and shit everyday. i hit going to the toilet 3times today just to shit. i can feel my 4th coming. sigh. having high metabolism rate is just so troublesome at times seriously. which means, i'll have to be close to toilets. luckily ijc's toilets aint that dirty or i'll have a hard time everytime. unfortunately, i dont need this high metabolism cause im so skinny already! so girls, be jealous of me. wahaha.

next, i would like to quote a paragraph off a so called bro's blog.

"just hope everything return to normal when all of us get our emotion back.
and thanks for the blackman for leaving the game along with me.
the other 2? learn from him dude. fucking learn from him."

first, you complained. next you left. third you complained again. lastly, you admitted its your fault. however, this paragraph tells me you didnt think you're in the wrong. the reason why the blackman left wasnt because he supports your idea, its because you're FREAKING him out. yeap and thats what. i was willing to let go, forgive and forget. however when i saw this, i think i'll need quite sometime to get my emotions back. so, please understand.

before i end my post, just to inform you people that now im commonly being known as WeiBo! woohoo! lol. if you call me that, trust me, i'll love you even more. yeap thats all. im ending my posts with lots of loves! woots.
i love "luozhixiang", "caoge", daph, my clique, noodles and almost everyone! however the person i love most will be...... Pan Weibo, and thats me. xD

-just when i needed you most

Saturday, July 01, 2006

people tend to misunderstand me at times. they think i care about an event when i fuckin dont. i dont even care bout them =/. den now they think that they're of importance to me. to be precise, i dont care bout what YOU do and think. you're not even of any significance to me. (: typing your name out would only dirty my blog. if you think its my buddy (Jessen), you're WRONG.

settled an issue. like fuck man. anyway things are not as easy as they seemed to be. every rock i trip on, it'll only make me stronger. im not falling. ill see how you're going to fall and NO HANDS are there to pick you up. the day is drawing near. i can smell the fresh smack of blood. you're going DOWN. ((:

-just when i needed you most

went town today with daph,mel,leb and reina. yang joined us a lil while later. the 6of us went for kbox at cine. fun fun fun (: except for the few moments i sang po ying. oops lol. sang till 7 and after that we took neos. fun again. after which, leb left us for church and therefore, the 4of us went for our dinner at taka where reina left for home. later on, we walked around from wisma to isetan to shop for my bag. i desperately want a new bag. any nice designs u see anywhere please let me know. thats what i've doing for the whole day today (:

SOMEONE spoilt my day today. or i should say my night. fuck it. dont wanna elaborate. now i wouldnt call someone a mate for no fuckin reason.

something random: a cat followed me home today. so cute! lol ;D

-just when i needed you most