Screamo

2011-07-11T03:39:00.005+08:00

Hey everyone! I'm back!
I doubt anyone would be reading this since this blog is supposedly "dead" by now. Haha.
Sooo.. The last time I blogged I talked about being posted out as an MP 3SG in my new (now old) camp Stagmont.

For the 1 year 4 months plus I spent in Stagmont, I'd say life had been a rather interesting one. I did and said whatever an NSF would: complain about how effed up it is, counting down to ORD and I complained about how many "useless" figures there were inside. It was like things would continue to be the same even without these people and the army was just giving them free pay and lodging while people like me finish up their work and clean up their asses. Better yet, give me your pay and I'll gladly spend it for you. :D

And the famous saying goes: "you can do whatever you want, just don't get caught". How appropriate. Well I did quite a bit of stuff which you were not supposed to do while in the army. Hahah I'm not gonna reveal here if you really want to know, you can ask me in private (I still reserve the rights in whether to reveal or not :P). But yeah, they did help me get through and made life easier back then. Oh I wasn't one of those bad or lazy soldiers. I don't chao keng or wasn't the act blur look steam type. I was a little garang and made sure I finished all the tasks I was supposed to do...... Okay maybe not all (When my understudy came I pushed most of the work to him like how my upperstudy did to me. HAHAH! What? I thought that was the culture?). Okay I wasn't THAT bad. In fact, my subordinates loved me (as a person) and didn't want me to ORD. I was "voted" the best MP they ever had - something which I was rather proud of. Hahah I was both lenient and ..... Okay I should stop praising myself! I ORD-ed without a single extra duty or confinement - Beat that! >:D

What else? I would say trainee life was the most memorable one (especially the 13 weeks I spent in MP Command). It was fun, my commanders were nice and platoon mates were really easy to get along with. We just had to endure through the lectures and exercises which were not always bad all the time. Things were planned out for me so I didn't have to crack my brains and think of what to do (unlike being in Stagmont when I spend the whole day doing reports, figuring what my boss was trying to convey to me [he had a lil brain damage so he couldn't speak properly] and gaining weight). So apart from the pay, I do appreciate trainee life more than life after I passed out.

Oh and another good thing about Stagmont - I didn't have to do any guard duties. I arranged for people to do them in fact :P Such great life. And if I don't like you, I'll just find a reason to make sure you fill the duty space which someone else couldn't. <-- HAHAH I'm joking on this one. I COULD do that but I pretty much was on very good terms with almost everyone in camp - including the cookhouse aunties who call me 帅哥 everyday until I got from shy to so-used-to-it. ROFL! Really nice bunch of people who gave me extra servings on food when I first got posted there. Later I had the privilege of taking my own food from the "buffet corner" everyday with permission given from the cookhouse in charge. Who doesn't want to be on good terms with the only 2 MPs in camp who control who get to book in and out? :P

Woah as I'm blogging I'm actually reliving the army days in my mind right now. I remembered the first week I got posted to my new camp, my boss had a seizure (during knock off timing wth) and was foaming in the mouth and biting his tongue. Panicked, I shouted for my partner who was then 1 door away from us. Many things happened - many people rushed in, some of the older regulars (like late 30s-40s) did the necessary stuff while the younger regulars (whose ranks were apparently more senior) just stood there with their mouths wide opened - shock and not knowing what to do. Good in army knowledge but lacking in life skills. So to cut the story short, I followed my boss who later got sent to NUH and waited for him to get processed out. It was the first eye-opener (wrong word used?) I had after I got posted out. Haha trust me, you wouldn't want to be there to see him from being normal to seizure to bleeding and foaming in the mouth. That was SCARY!

Well, plenty of bizarre and funny things happened in the army but I guess I'll leave it to my next few posts. I'll move on to after ORD life ;)

ORD was rather... overrated. I was at a loss of what to do merely 2 days after I was done with my 1 year 10 months with national service. I surfed the web for jobs and asked around before becoming a Kiehl's Boy! For which I worked for a bit (good pay too and staff were really nice! $10/hr!) before I started my next stint at High Achievers.

I learnt a lot in High Achievers (well a lot of GOOD and some BAD?). Haha. I was supposed to be teaching life skills to mostly secondary school students and trust me - they were not easy. My students ranged from special/express students to normal academic and normal technical students. Normal technical students could be a little harder to teach (due to their active nature) but some express students could be even harder (think they were too smart). I looked at these students and often thought to myself (and tried to imagine) how I was like when I was at their age. Coupled with what I've learnt over the years and how life had treated me, I felt compelled to share with my students on the right attitude towards life and studies. They have to know that life after the "student life" wouldn't be an easy one. Especially in Singapore where paper qualifications are placed on strong emphasis; and foreigners are here to take over our jobs! Haha okay before I start getting xenophobic, I got a little upset every time I realised students were not doing what they're supposed to do. Okay nevermind let's not go into that...

I did have a lot of fun and memories teaching. Some classes which I had the most memories include Geylang Methodist Secondary Hope 4-2 which I took for 3 days and it was my first class! And the very good crowd at Anderson Secondary class 4/2 and 4/6 which made teaching really really enjoyable. And I do have high hopes for everyone in St. Nicholas Girls' class 2 Justice - really bonded and smart students (with a few really promising leaders of our nation!). I learnt to speak properly (sounds a little too old for me does it?) in front of a crowd and also presentation skills. I learnt to deal with fear while communicating with a class (or even two classes) of strangers which I had to make sure they took away something with them after my lesson(s). Oh not forgetting about resume writing and interview techniques! I taught these to my students but I first had to learn it from High Achievers. I thought these skills were essential and later on proved to work - for every position I applied for I got them after attending their interviews (Louis Vuitton, FJ Benjamin and Uniqlo SG).

Working in High Achievers also allowed me to understand the structure of an SME and is gave an idea of how one would operate in the real world as a whole. I wouldn't say I understood everything fully but I did see some flaws which I thought could be improved and thought to myself: "Hey! I gotta make sure I don't forget on this one when I'm working on my own next time!" Big dreams big dreams... I do get to work with very intelligent people who are all capable, smart and able to present themselves well (gotta say the team overworked during peak periods). And got a chance to further friendships with my buddy and made new friends (one of them later jumped ship with me to Uniqlo. Hello Shalina!)

I kinda have this thing for clothing halfway when I was in army. I invested time and money in importing clothes and later started doing mass order service on Facebook and Hardwarezone Forums. So later on, this idea became big and I set myself a task to achieve by 30 - the birth of my own clothing line/store. After thinking that High Achievers couldn't teach me what I wanted to learn, I left.

Next I joined Uniqlo Singapore and started working at the Ion outlet. It was only a short 2 weeks stint before this skin allergy take it's toll on my job :( I was later diagnosed by a GP with having an allergy towards textile dyes. Oh crap how am I supposed to work towards my dream? Till date I have no idea what am I going to do about it but I'm know I wouldn't give up. Well, my short stay at Uniqlo taught me A LOT. It is still the best performing store in the whole of SEA (world ranking 15/1100+) which I thought was rather impressive. I can go around saying I worked for the best Uniqlo store in SEA! The philosophies and brainwashing sessions we went through during the first few days were rather interesting. Their goals, their aims and the company's missions - all gave my ideas towards my own. Customer service and sales target etc. Everything was very Japanese. Before we start work we would have this thing called the "team talk" which we had to stand in one straight line and in army term, the "sediya" position. After the meeting we had to bow politely while chanting "have a good day work" to all colleagues. Good environment. High sales target (almost about 500k of sales every week!! That's crazy!) Everything is in place. People wise - not everyone is nice. Various cliques here and there and well, everywhere you go, you're bound to meet some pain-in-the-ass superiors. There was this particular one which I gave invisible punches across all directions in her face while she's talking to me. Extremely rude and crude - not someone I would want to befriend with. Haha. I had quite a number of lesson takeaways while working there - such as how to fold clothing in the fastest and nicest way, the reason to change the position of clothes, colour combinations and many more! They have this "staff manual" which contained very detailed and precise stuff on the whole store! The fixtures the concepts the promotions etc - considered the "rarest item" in the RPG games you play. Gotta steal that one! Hahah! Come on I'm just joking! I'm an educator! (think High Achievers). :D

So now I'm chilling and reading up while waiting for university to start in August. Oh I'll be reading Business under the University of London and I'll be undertaking this degree at SIM. ;) So... Till next time!

Cheers! >:D

2009-09-05T10:50:00.003+08:00

im here just for a short update cause slimy shit complained that my blog is dead.
haha it actually is cause theres alot of things to be censored!
i wanna talk about army but i cant cause its sensitive.
so i just passed out as an MP 3SG last monday.
it was a day with lots of mixed feelings.
it should be a happy occasion being promoted but im sad that im leaving trainee life.
it was really fun, especially in safmpc.
when you get posted out and join the other units, it becomes something like the outside world.
lots of saikangs (shit work) to do here and there.
now i see why everyone is working so hard to their ord date.
anw im now an mp spec in stagmont camp.
so if you happen to see me just say hello! :D

2009-07-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

fun weekend i had!! :D refer to my facebook photos for more info!
im glad im starting to catch up with many people already so keep them coming folks!!
see you!

2009-07-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

'cause when im with him i am thinking of you
thinking of you, what you would do
if you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eyes' - katy perry, thinking of you

think of it from a guy's point of view.
subconsciously, almost every now and then i will somehow drift onto things related to you when im online.
your blog, facebook, anything thats related.
but all they remind me of were the unhappy pasts, empty promises you made etc.
the more i want to forget, the more i tend to remember.
its really about time...

2009-06-28T18:37:00.002+08:00

transformers was great!! really.
it was about 2 and a half hours of non stop action and man it was awesome!!
wasnt disappointed with it.
alot of new transformers was introduced in this movie.
no doubt it will end up nominated as movie of the year, which transformers itself won in 2007!
love bumblebee once again!!
and megan fox!! shes amazingly hot!!
but rumours out there said she's a tranny!! holy crap!!!!!
i will never want to believe it!! ><
im quite a big transformers fan actually.
optimus prime is on both my bedsheet and pillowcase.
HAHAH!!
was out with xian yesterday.
bought my new perfume! DKNY be delicious for men.
had portobello mushroom burger (extra cheese!) at carls junior.
freaking awesome!!! :DD
gotta go now.
ciao!

2009-06-27T10:02:00.003+08:00

im gonna catch transformers later so i hope its gonna be nice!! hah.
i thought my current camp is pretty good, lots of people with initiative to have fun!
somehow i felt like i've gone back to the old jc days, being the real me.
it feels really good to be unleashed all over again.
unlike days in bmt and sispec, somehow i find people here easy to get along with and having the same interests as me.
did i mention having a much, much better buddy now as compared to sispec?
glad to find my old self back again.
i foresee during pop, i will be really really emo cause all these happy times will have to come to an end.
but as for now, i will just enjoy as much as possible!

thats all for now!
im having this craving for portobello mushroom burger!! AHHHHHHH!
ADIOS! :DD

2009-06-21T01:49:00.002+08:00

hey guys im back!
haha i'll most probably back to blogging weekly so as to keep track of myself again.
been really really busy lately with army and every other things.
pretty fun life in camp actually.
much thanks to nice superiors and good company, especially my 2 buddies! :D
oh and im allowed to have longer hair already!!
hurray and hello to wax again!
till next time, adios folks!

2009-05-29T18:45:00.003+08:00

for those who still bothered to see if i update this blog, well im on my way to become an mp spec in army now.
cant say much about army stuff so yeah.
pretty much the same actually.
i removed my previous entries due to some reasons im not suppose to say.
okay i guess thats about all!! haha.
take care hor guys!! :D

2009-01-27T16:34:00.002+08:00

im leaving home in about 15mins time.
booking in back to tekong!
army was average, there were the usual good and bad stuffs to talk about.
which i cant really reveal here (theres alot of censorship).
yeap. i booked out on the 23rd jan which was my birthday!
there were alot of surprises for that day which totally took me off guard many times.
i was seriously touched by many people on that day.
though i was totally ignorant of that day was actually my birthday, the time i spent that day was totally memorable.

thanks for those who remembered, and wished me a happy birthday.
you know who you are and i know every single one of you who sent.
thank you very very much!
be it in sms, facebook, friendster or tagging, i saw them! :D

this is a very last min post so i have no idea what to type for this.
i'll see you guys when im out!!
im having field camp this time im going in and will probably book out in 10days time.
haha so cya around and sms me if there's anything you want to say.
adios! :)

2009-01-09T06:26:00.002+08:00

ZHI LUN IS TURNING FROM A BOY INTO A MAN!!

bah probably the suckiest thing i have to go without in army is MUSIC.
i listen to them everyday at home and even when i bathe, i take my mp3 phone into the toilet.
YES EVERYDAY and will have my mini concert inside.
no rihanna for two weeks.
no usher for two weeks.
no beyonce for two weeks. (omg all black people. i love black singers!!)
no pussycat dolls for two weeks. (nicole sherzinger!!! <3)
lol speaking of pcd, "i hate this part" is a great song! go listen to it.
i wonder if im gonna be in camp for birthday this year.
oh nooo im not gonna tell anyone its my birthday inside.
but meanwhile, you guys can get me presents!! :D HAHA.
so i'll see you guys when i see you.
BAI BAI!

2009-01-07T20:24:00.010+08:00

two more days till enlistment!!
or should i say left with less than 30hours of free activity since 9th jan itself will be spent at tekong.
so this will most probably be my last post before enlistment.
how time flies man!!
just hope my company will be average - not over xiong or over slack kind.
and my bunk mates will be fun and my buddy to be a nice and easy to get along with type of person.

just to blog about the bird park trip with daph, mel and weipeng.
many many types of birds there and didnt really expect to see penguins (i thought i only find them in zoo)
ahaha.
we also went for 2 bird shows, one at 11am and another at 4pm.
the 11am one was very entertaining and they kept asking for volunteers.
many people (most are tourists from india) volunteered but i got chosen for one part!! LOL lucky sia.
i was suppose to hold up a hula hoop which the bird is going to fly through later.
it was cool sia and many people were busy snapping photos of erm, me and the hoop. lol.

i was looking forward to have birds standing on my arms everywhere and i got the chance!!
at this particular place called the lory loft, you get to feed the birds if you buy some nectar at 3bucks!! :D
just some tips if you wanna go bird park next time, buy your own water and food before you go. its darn ex!!
one hotdog bun for $5.50. LOL MAN!! X_X
after which we went zhen fa at novena for steamboat with jarrod.
then touring at ntu and nus.

PHOTOS:

melanie!

daph! i look good here lol!

look at the bird its coming!

outside the penguin place.

the sales lady, the tourist, the murderous child.

melanie is somewhat acting in the next 3 photos. dunno what is she doing. lol.

tree spirit

getting sucked into the tree. ahaha.

sammy!! this damn cute parrot which kept saying hello and hello. it liked being touched by people lo but it tried biting me when i played with his beak. haha.
but nevertheless its damn cute!

steamboat!

thats all for now.
remember to miss me when im in army folks. feel free to sms me!! :D
ADIOS!!! XD

2009-01-05T01:44:00.012+08:00

okay im blogging at almost 2am now and im gonna go bed in half an hours time.
so pardon me if the photos look very candid and unedited, together with my poor grammar.
cause im waking up later to go bird park with daph and mel to celebrate mel's bday!! :D
woohoo.

it had been a quite a busy week for me as i attended alot of outings.
lets start with the latest one first.

yesterday (just a few hours back) went for shokudo at raffles city for 0712D class dinner.
mr ng treated us again!! :D but a pity some people couldnt make it.
ate, chatted and i took lots of photos with shoujun's camera.
its a great canon camera (those professional black colour one) which im gonna get it sometime this or next year.
totally cool and the quality of the photos are great (but it comes at a large cost too).
well here are the photos!

i look like a really young boy lol

shoujun, the guy with the good camera. he taught me some tricks too which make really cool warped/twisted photos.

geraldine

jack

feasting!!

candid shot. look at the good quality of the picture!

0712D :D

after which we went pool and bowling at marina square then homed :)

3rd jan had another class outing but this time with ex-0612J folks.
we went for lunch @ my izukaya @ MOF located at suntec city.
food was okay and i thought the ambience was quite good.
the service is also good hah.
and er after which we went for a gig at esplanade before everyone splits up as some others got things at night.
i went to meet daphne after that as she was in town.
oh before my lunch i was at ps visiting yuxian at her workplace: toy outbox.
cool shop! hahah i wanted to act like some shopper inside.
and later someone approached me at dhoby gaut mrt asking me whether im interested in some modelling career or something.
he passed me his namecard duno from what imodelsinternational.
but aiya too bad i cant. you want botak model anot? (if you guys didnt know im enlisting next week) lol.
photos!

ex-0612J <3

shaojun! LOL he started with half of the heart. damn gay but i like HAHA.

we must meet up soon! xD

2nd jan was BP march back day.
it was a really meaningful day.
first, BPGHS moved back to its usual place in cck instead of the current parking lot at teck whye.
secondly, i took alot of photos with ex-school mates and teachers.
lastly, i found a sculpture which i made during sec2 in the art room.
that last thing was a whole nostalgia it was really overwhelming.
i didnt know that thing still existed there lo.
the new campus is much bigger and cooler.
so proud of myself being an ex-bpian.
photos!

my sculpture of a converse shoe, made when i was in sec2. lol. so touched by it man.

miss kong

the group of us who went back together

mrs hoe

melanie

caleb

mdm yati

:DD

RELIVING CLASS 102/2001!!

legendary tiger tan

ms suzanna lee!

last but not least, mr tan pc! :D

and new year eve, it was counting down at marina barrage with zijie and geraldine.
the fireworks was really worth the wait man.
very nice especially the finale.
haha zijie treated us to newyork newyork (most of it) while we paid for the drinks lah.
he changed quite abit especially his voice which really startled me.
but nevertheless it was a great night (except for the gelatissimo icecream which is totally expensive at the flyer)
last few photos for this post :)

sorry for the poor quality.
it was kinda dark so we had to use the light from the phone. lol

once again happy new year folks!
have a great year ahead. ADIOS! :DD

2009-01-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

happy 2009 to all still reading this blog!
first thing if you realised i've removed the song of the day thing.
sometimes it just doesnt suit the mood of the whole post so i might as well just remove it.
i will only include it if i have a good song to share. so yeap.
when i started out this blog, it is to have a place for me to share and record whatever i've done.
you see, the human brain is a complex thing.
you probably remember your funniest, most painful, most heartbreaking, most shocking moments of your life.
what about the countless fun times you share with your friends?
sometimes when i read my archives, i go like "oh so this and this happened in 2006"
nevertheless, the main subject for this post will be a summary of things and friends in 2008.

2008 had been a really fulfilling year for me.
for it is probably the most unforgettable and important year for me in my jc education.
important being the a level year.
seriously exams had never left such impact on me ever since i took it.
but a levels is different.
just last week i still have dreams of me not finishing my paper on time.
the real fact is, exams are over and YES I FINISH ALL MY PAPERS.
so its a real bitch that i still can have such dreams.

many many new friends made in 2008.
from pahang camp in malaysia (dec 2007), orientation and friends from NMA too.
like what i used to say, its really a good switch of cca from canoeing to NMA.
everyone there is really fun and nice.
what i did in the few months in NMA already far surpassed what i've achieved in canoeing over the past two years. lol.

good friends come and go.
its always the case no matter where i go.
friends forever is easy but besties forever is never easy.
im thankful enough for that daphne, melanie and hongwei are always there for me.
friends of 2008 include:
Eugene, Zi Jie, Ivan, Zi Yang, Jack, Asri, Yu Xian, Vivien and Geraldine.
as for the best friend of 2008: its none other than Zi Jie.
i thanked him for the patience and time he gave me for year 2008.
we went into 0712D as retainees.
and worked together to our graduation.
we learn from one another, we share, we laugh and we eat.
lol thank you so much for your generosity and always giving me one ichigo bliss whenever you order it.
like what i said, the best gift you can give to someone is your time.

Asri: fate brought us together the moment i joined NMA. you laughed at my big nose you shit. but seriously, i've never met someone as psychic as me. reading my mind was difficult for all others other than you. sucker. but thanks for the fun times you gave me, your psp and all. the best of it? thanks for being you.

Yu Xian: a friend that i will always remember down the road. one of my greatest treasure found in innova. likewise, you know almost everything about me. thanks for being a listening ear when i needed one cause you will always be there. and for teaching me math. and physics. and as a study companion. life in innova is definitely made much easier due to your presence. thanks for filling up my space with green and brown. hahaa.

Ivan: probably the most talkative close friend i ever had. i always thought i win in talking but not until i meet you. haha! thanks for all the nonsense in class. and getting scolded by teachers when im the one who started talking. oh and for the box of camel bones too.

Eugene: my buddy. thanks for being my mask. its great having someone to be the bad guy and the best part: he doesnt even mind. with you around, my life became less quiet lol but thats great because i hate the silence (unless im sleeping). you've been a really good friend and a brother to me. thanks babe!

Vivien: HAHA I ALWAYS GO HIGH WHEN I CHAT WITH YOU. probably the friend who brought me the most number of cold jokes. really random. and bringing me to mindscafe! i cant stop laughing at the dinosaur game. you're reaction was pretty retarded and hilarious but hey!! you brought me smiles. you're one of the reasons why i never regretted joining NMA.

Jack: probably the person i hugged the most in class. HAHA we're damn gay but man thanks for what you gave in 08. our friendship has probably been the most truthful one. it's always good to have friends who knows whats best for you and advising what you should do. thanks for being the one jack.

Zi Yang: okay im not going to complain why you didnt send me happy new year greeting. HAHA. thanks for the time you gave me and listening to me as i talk. you know i cant stop talking and thanks for giving me all the chance to talk on our way home. but haiya, stop being so defensive for yourself okay.

Geraldine: we probably only became close during the last month but hey, you've been a nice friend to talk to. thanks for walking into 2009 with me!

Zi Jie: whatever i want to say i already told you in person already. we survived jc and now army's coming!! ever since we started talking during oral in 2006, it already proved that we have something in common. and guess what, retaining together!! haha. and guess what? 3 years! we've known each other for 3 years already. time really flies!!

Daphne/Melanie: utmost importance. we promised never to lose one another and never will we! :D

Hong Wei: passive friendship. probably the longest best friend i ever had (since sec2). all started with gunbound until now. we've really grown up haven we?

Teachers: the time you all gave me be it during tutorials/consultations, thank you so much. innova teachers have been the greatest bunch i ever get. real hardworking teachers. you are the motivation for me to get better grades.

to all others who crossed my path in 2008: definitely everyone created a little part of me. thanks for everything because it's you who made me what i am today.

few resolutions for 2009:
1. Family and friends and myself to have really good health.
2. Get into one of the top 3 local universities' FASS.
3. Get rich.
4. Winner of a reality show.
5. and the list goes on and on.

last but not least, HAPPY 2009 TO ALL.
wish all of you to have a wonderful year ahead. :D

2008-12-27T23:04:00.007+08:00

song of the day: hinder - without you

celebrated christmas with daphne and melanie :D
xmas eve we went jurong point to catch twilight and had andersens ice cream!
andersen's ice cream's not really nice lah $4.50 for normal ice cream flavours.
i had danish nougat but it tastes just like vanilla just that its more concentrated.
i still prefer haagen dazs's and gelare's.
twilight was rather good.
i think its because of the company that makes the movie good.
they (edward and bella) fell in love 1hour into the movie so i asked daph: how come they fell in love after knowing each other for 1 hour? LOL.
obviously they didnt i was just being retarded.
first look at edward he wasnt really good looking but as the movie carried on he became better.
bella's was good throughout though just that i thought she looked abit irritated (her facial expression) with everything at the beginning.

lol and i came across this quiz somewhere.
Which Twilight Novel Character Are You?

You're Emmett Cullen - You are very easy to get along with and you love to have fun. You're pretty athletic and competitive, and you love a challenge, but sometimes you can pout if you don't win. But overall people gravitate towards your care-free excited attitude about everything.

lawl man. but its good cause i like emmett in the movie. hahaha.
anw as promised, photos!

glutton face lawl

we were at osaka, japan!! look at the tourist shot. lol.

xD

this tshirt suits me lor! but daph gave it to her bf rather than me. :(

heh thats about all. christmas lasts for 12days so hope you have happy holidays ahead.
ADIOS! :D

P.S: to boonee and vanessa from my og, thanks and merry xmas! i've received the cards :D

2008-12-24T05:19:00.002+08:00

song of the day: 潘玮柏 - 同一个遗憾

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
christmas is another year older now.
how old is christmas anyway?
haha actually im not a very christmas-person but the mood for the season is there!
so im uh gonna celebrate it by having meet up with friends.
am going out with melanie and daphne today.
so long since we've last went out and have real fun and talks together.
its gonna be a great day.
i promise there will be photos for this!
as christmas inches closer, it also tells us that the year is coming to an end.
every year i tell myself to do a wrap up or summary for myself for that current year but i did not do it.
since im gonna blog this down, i might as well say that i will do it for this year.
things to take note of include things/people that have changed me etc.
who knows, you might just be told that you actually made an impact on me.
ending off with the song of the day.

its taken from the drama 不良笑花.
really nice! got wilber leh ;D

剩下我们坐在岸边看着她越走越远
白色星星迎着海面沙滩遥远
而她的心去了哪里我们都无能为力
是谁的手能牵她回来
Does she knows
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
我们都学会了释怀

adios.

2008-12-19T00:18:00.004+08:00

song of the day: yiruma - river flows in you

im a really emotional and sentimental guy.
lol im not afraid to admit that i do tear while watching touching movies etc.
im a person who is very much affected by almost everything.
sucks i know but yeah.
just came across this video of this piano melody by yiruma.
its extremely nice and i dunno whether its sad or what.
titled river flows in you (first love), it really kinda reminds me of what i considered as my first love.
really really sad...

no this is not bella's lullaby from twilight :)

enjoy!

2008-12-15T17:57:00.004+08:00

song of the day: 潘玮柏 - 夏日疯

new blogskin! its wilber and different shades of blue.
haha i like it quite alot so i hope you guys like it as much too.

well 3 weeks before im enlisting.
nervous yet excited.
been meeting up with old friends for the past few weeks.
first was luo an and ruixiang.
followed by valerie and leonard.
then shengwei and wenkang!
lol so fix a date with me people and i'll meet you up!
i've also been watching alot of tv and doing very little exercises.
sedentary living...
haha please ask me out to exercise, drag me or whatever just get me going!!
thats all for now.
i see you guys and adios! :D

2008-12-09T00:01:00.004+08:00

song of the day: HSM OST - breaking free

just caught a film on HBO.
its titled "pay it forward".
i thought it was a really good film which is both inspirational and touching in some parts.
really meaningful and taught us a way of how to make this world a better place.

when someone does you a big favour, you do not pay it back.
instead, you pay it forward, to three others.
so if everyone does it, by paying it forward, this world will be less shitty as it is now.
in the film, the idea actually came from an eleven year old boy, who tries to help a stranger, his mother and his teacher, who eventually spreads the message to many others out there, changing many lives for the better.
though he died in the end while trying to stop his friend from being bullied, he succeeded in paying it forward.

catch it if you have the chance to :)

2008-12-04T11:32:00.008+08:00

song of the day: mariah carey - dont forget about us

okay i thought the highlight of this post should be about prom.
prom was... rather boring. lol.
there are many things to you know, dislike about.
first, the food is totally not worth the price.
$85 just for cold plate, seafood pottage (actually they should just call it POTATO SOUP as pottage just makes it sound nicer), fish, chicken, prawns, noodles, VEGETABLEs and honey dew sago.
the vegetable-dish was quite ridiculous because there wasnt any scallop or even MUSHROOM on it. hello? im not even asking for abalone i know it will never turn up on our tables but hello again?? just green vegetables with oyster sauce = 1 dish?!
man thats unbelievable.

the games organised by the council were pretty much boring as well.
many things were not taken into consideration as they planned the games.
theres this game which you have to find 5 things around you and the first table to come up with the 5 wins.
what they ask for? hot pink tie, flower earrings, brooch, etc etc.
HELLO? how many people are going to wear hot pink tie for prom? (i think i only saw 1)
lets say theres 3, so out of the 30+ tables, only 3 tables can take part in the game?!
i have been to isetan's dinner and dance and played the exact same game, which was much much better as they asked for simple things like belts, heels, lipstick etc etc so everyone can play.

the only game which my table could actually take part in was the "guess the music".
there were two rounds to it but guess what?
the judge is actually one ~~pathetic~~ guy who actually walked around the ballroom and if he happens to stop beside your table and stuff, you give him the answer, you win!
WTH and he wasnt even at the left side of the ballroom half the time and both winners went to the right side.
HOW FUN YAY (if you cant sense sarcasm then just..... nvm)
at the end of prom, how can you say you have enjoyed it when you obviously didnt?
just ask those who had been to the prom whether they enjoyed themselves (except for the girl who won the xbox360 ack wth), most will definitely say its boring.

actually, i cant say i didnt enjoy the night at all because of the photo taking.

of course these are not all the photos i've taken theres more on my facebook.
you can see them HERE
i know i have more photos floating out there somewhere so please send them to me? thanks! :D

after prom wanted to go zouk but theres too many people and the thought of squeezing with everyone turns us off. we initially bought our tickets already but manage to sell them off at the same price before heading down to clarke quay.
we joined other innovians (many we didnt know) over at this club colaba.
no other customers inside except for us! lol.
drank some alcohols (i ordered singapore sling!) and played card games.
the music was too loud i thought my ears were bursting.
we left at 3am as it was closing and found somewhere else to sit and slack.
chatted, played cards etc until 530am before going to mac for breakfast.
some funny things happened within the few hours.
there was this big commotion revolving around this guy and girl (dunno what they are doing), which resulted in the police firing the stun gun at the guy and kept the girl screaming like nobody's business.
then came more police (reagan said about 10 and 4 other paramedics).
really need so many people meh?

just before we left for breakfast, there was this pair of policemen who approached us to ask for some directions (they were looking for a duno what guy)
the main point is this, initially before they approached us, they actually asked someone among us, WHO WAS SLEEPING.
you want to look for someone, and you went to ask someone who's sleeping who obviously didnt know who went past?
i have no idea what to say... just :)

yeap i guess thats about all for prom.
thanks to everyone who took photos for me, tagging me on facebook and stuff.
i'll see you guys again.
peace! :D

2008-11-25T22:41:00.004+08:00

song of the day: evanescence - my immortal

okay sorry to whoever checks my blog everyday or almost everyday, im sorry for not blogging.
well things were happening rather quickly for me after the a level papers.
i've been err, going out EVERYDAY.
i err, watched madagascar 2, shopped and bought my prom stuff, hong kong cafe-d, dim sum buffet-ed, swam, played badminton blah and so on.
in just a week i've already spent about 300bucks including my prom clothes. omfg.
im still looking forward to a bbq tomorrow, prom and probably 3 dates next weeks with 3 groups of people.
haiz i need CASH.
anybody has any job recommendations please let me know?!
i wanna work for december.
i've gotten a call today asking me to work for sitex which is from this thurs - sun.
i'll let you guys know if im working so if anything you need me to help you buy or you just wanna pay me a visit, let me know! :D

okay erm other than going out, i've also been broadcasting on blogtv!
i thought it was rather fun actually and er, im doing my show every or almost everynight so do catch me live okay!
you will be directed to my page once you click on the link below:
CATCH ME LIVE

oh yeah theres also a website which is quite fun!
maybe you can check out there and let me know what you think about it.
its www.karaokeparty.com
basically its just like karaoke but you sing into your mic and see how you score!

and yeap so this will be a short update on what i've been doing.
friends please do meet up and chill out before i enlist in january.
PEACE! :D

2008-11-15T12:11:00.009+08:00

song of the day: busted - what i go to school for

im back on blogger!! :D
like officially ahaha.
before you think my exams are over, nope they are not.
i have one last paper coming next tuesday - physics paper 1.
chemistry paper 1 was horrible yesterday.
some questions i cannot really understand which i suppose its due to the type of english they use lah.
yesterday after chem wanted to go vivo or novena for ice cream buffet but ended up, almost everybody had plans already.
in the end i went dinner/supper with yuxian! :D
she had a craving for popeye's which is at singapore flyer.
so we took a long ride down to cityhall, walked through the esplanade and a long way to flyer.
my first time there! looks really huge from under it.
had popeyes, took like an hour plus to finish it.
despite me talking non stop, she still eat slower than me!
after popeyes we walked around the place since i haven been there before (LOL SUAGU i know)
the ferris wheel is really nice and it appears to be moving very slowly.
shopped and waited for the shuttle bus to come.
really a fun ride on the bus i kept waving to people on the road like some tourists.
and the best thing is they waved back!!
all those i waved to waved back to me. awwww.
and some singaporeans too! HAHA they assume im some tourists.
really enjoyable.
then we headed down to raffles city for my ice cream and her percy piglets.
tiramisu ice cream is daaaa best!
then off to home since most of the shops are closed already :(
but time passes really fast when there's so much things to talk about.

oh, RIHANNA WAS IN TOWN YESTERDAY!!
she was at ngee ann city shopping lah what the heck!!
should have went there or something HAHA but she was there around 5pm.
i read from papers she shopped at cartier buying some accessories worth 6-8k of some sort.
for chris brown probably?
really liked her and wanted to go for her good girl gone bad concert on thursday but i missed it due to chem paper 1 the next day.

wooo sexyyy!

wooo hottt!

DAH. rihanna, please come back to singapore soon!
i'll catch you at your next performance here.
oh and i think shes leaving singapore today. lol.

pictures:

:)

spastic faces lol.

photos we took last week! met up with melanie and daphne while they study.

best friends :D!

well i think its time for me to change the way i blog. really wordy isnt it?

2008-11-08T00:30:00.004+08:00

song of the day: 3oh!3 - dont trust me

~~General Paper Paper 1~~
~~General Paper Paper 2~~
~~Mathematics Paper 1~~
~~Physics Paper 3~~ really screwed
~~Chemistry Paper 3~~
~~Mathematics Paper 2~~
Physics Paper 2
Chemistry Paper 2
Economics Paper
Chemistry Paper 1
Physics Papers 1

apart from the physics paper 3, the other papers were quite okay.
just hope that people from those elite schools dont get 90over percentage for the papers so that commoners like me can get some decent grades.
6 down, 5 more to go.
I CANT WAIT!
but time really passes so fast.
some weeks ago we were counting down to a levels, den just last week i was furiously doing all the last min study.
and now, im done with 6 papers already.
i need lots of last min revision for physics!!
so done with maths already its like, i'll never have to do that again!!
i stepped out of school i saw this rubbish bin ( i threw rubbish inside ) with other jcs math prelim papers inside.
LOL its like straight away after the exam people just dump them off already.

I MUST NEVER SCREW ANYMORE PHYSICS PAPERS AGAIN!! ~~or im really screwed~~

2008-10-26T21:52:00.003+08:00

song of the day: taylor swift - love story

there's something wrong with me and i dont even know what?
there's plenty of things in mind and cant be sorted out.
sigh, a levels in just 7 days.
how i wish its over already.
prom is coming, and so is enlistment.
im enlisting on 9 jan 2009 to bmtc school 1, 1030am.
anyone with me?

2008-10-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

song of the day: we the kings - check yes juliet

kevjumba
found this guy on youtube who is kinda hilarious, well at least in my opinion.
check this video out, it's the reason why i subscribe to him.
enjoy folks! :D

i like his dad, too! aha.

2008-10-13T01:40:00.014+08:00

song of the day: dashboard confessional - stolen

friday was farewell assembly and the atmosphere was definitely different.
i was having mixed feelings - happy for last day in school, sad for last day in school.
how often do we find ourselves in such ironic state of emotions?
to make up for it, we of course take lots and lots of pictures to remember our fun/sucky days in school.

here are my photos!! :D
**photos courtesy of yuxian and lihui

lihui jack amanda junqing

zhenxiang geraldine lihui

and the rest of the folks!
after everything i was like, eh? i didnt take photo with zijie, ziyang, ivy and eugene. X_X

huimin mengchin andrew asri!

yuxian showed me a site which creates beautiful photos!!
they use the photos that you have and somehow "merge" with their professionally taken photos and TADAH!!
thank you yuxian!! :D :D

the first one she showed me. i thought it was damn good!!

yuxian looked bogeh here =x

paris hilton my love!! <3

asri giving me a flying kiss. as in, he flew over to give me a kiss. lol!

asri!!

mwuacks distorted andrew!

jack! :D

the class with handsome math tutor mr lee!

LOL last but not least, myself hugging the bear we bought for ms su.
kinda gay eh lol!

i still have many photos out there so please send them to me people!! so i can post them up! :D

time really flies. a levels in three weeks time.
like what ms su said, work really hard, and not pretending to work hard.
adios people!!

2008-10-12T18:22:00.002+08:00

song of the day: boys like girls - thunder

i really wanted to post up photos and start blogging today but someone showed me a website which makes really nice effects for your photos!!
really very nice im so surprised.
shall post some up in a few days time when i receive more of the photos.
stay tuned guys! :D

2008-10-02T22:08:00.004+08:00

song of the day: britney spears - womanizer

some outdated pics! :D
taken during kbox outing after teachers' day celebration.
i see ziyang in almost all the pictures. lol. enjoy!

2008-09-27T19:11:00.004+08:00

song of the day: chris brown feat. keri hilson - superhuman

whats up people!! im back from the hiatus.
prelims was really really draining and guess what?
the results were hideous, seriously.
the only subject which i might be satisfied with will be gp.
it was really really surprising that i got B for gp!
i got S for gp during prelim1 and got B for the current one.
i think nobody expected me to get it since everyone was rather surprised.
but together with the other 3 h2 subjects, my grades can never get me into the local universities.
30 days to a levels - extremely shitty.
im panicking and contemplating my studies already.

moving on, i've caught wall-e and disaster movie this month.
wall-e was extremely cute!! wALL-eee eeeVVa!
ahaha. caught disaster movie last friday.
wanted to watch step brothers but zx wasnt 18 yet so haiz.
and we couldnt get into mama-mia for some weird reason which i forgot.
so we went for disaster movie which was really a disaster.
the jokes were very very NOT funny and kinda lame.
and it lasted only 70mins!! i wasted 10bucks!!
but that friday was a good day cause me, zj, zy and zx (the Z club as called by daniel lol) had sakae buffet!!
den we went around to do some shopping and we ended up buying clothes in esprit.
i got myself an esprit card too! :D

bought a novel same day from borders - darkly dreaming dexter.
really good book i finished it within a week and it costs a friggin 27bucks.
but the satisfaction was there so yeap a good book nevertheless.
the US has a tv series on the book and im watching it!!
it's not shown here in singapore but weehong has it somehow so i borrowed from him.
its about this guy named dexter, blood spatter analyst for the miami pd but is also a serial killer.
kinda hooked to the show right now.

the opening of show:

subscribed to 'sxephil' on youtube.
quite a funny and lame personality.
watch him here:

i guess this post is done for now.
take care and adios folks! :D

2008-09-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

song of the day: mariah carey - bye bye

im readdicted to the song!
maybe im getting depressed or emo or what but i've been listening to it everyday for a few days now.
recently cant really sleep well too.
tossed in the bed for probably an hour or so before falling into a LIGHT sleep.
really sian when i go to sleep at 12 den only can sleep at 1+ den wake up at 6. zzz.

wanted to do a proper post but duno whats wrong with me.
arh.
3 papers down. and 6 more to go.
wah so later guys :)

2008-09-07T00:35:00.002+08:00

song of the day: david archuleta - crush

while some of you may think i've abandoned this blog or something, nope i have not.
prelim 2 is just next week.
the feeling for it and prelim 1 is very different.
this time, theres this surge of feeling making me uneasy when im not studying.
or maybe most people know it as - panic.
actually i started panicking after i got back my horrendous results for prelim 1.
should really thank the school for having 2 prelims.
while some people may find it stupid, i thought it certainly served its purpose as a wake up call.

i think the last term is so gonna zoom past very very fast.
its prelim 2 in 3 days time.
and 51 days to a levels.
after which its a lot of meeting up with old friends.
and prom.
and very soon, ns.
its all planned out very nicely isnt it?
seriously, i cant wait for a levels to be over.

quite a nice song by david archuleta.
the lyrics is well something that i've wanted to say.
thats bout all for now, i'll see you guys after my prelims.
wish me luck :D

David Archuleta - Crush
I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much .. just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

2008-08-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

song of the day: the script - the man who cant be moved

i dunno why but somehow the idea of me not cherishing friendships enough got onto me.
just browsed through a few blogs and i find myself looking at the older posts of an old friend.
we used to be rather good but now, we're not even considered friends already.
photos of myself and posts of how i am treasured by him were inside that blog.
and the recent posts bout friends just kept reminding me of what i want to see in others but not the other way round.
i think the best thing about a blog is that it reminds you of what had happened, happy or sad incidents that you just have to blog about at that moment.
then when you feel like browsing your archive, you will find all the things that have changed.
bah all these are making this post emo already.

anyway, teachers day celebration on friday was great!
apart from the crappy aces day activity which just failed terribly (it was suppose to be like amazing race but everyone ended up strolling), the concert was great!
certainly it'll be one of the concert that students will remember.
every year during the celebration, we see students performing and dancing on the stage.
this year, the teachers are there to perform for us!
depicting the school life and how the students view their school and teachers.
which may seem oblivious to the teachers but in fact they know! haha.
so overall it was a double thumbs up. really good.

and oh i received a letter from mindef regarding a vocational assessment.
melson received it last month which was regarding some commando selection thing.
mine was the same thing lah but why i didnt receive it with him so we could have gone for it together?!
bah im all alone this time round.
i guess i'll just end here.
sorry for the lack of updates.
so long folks! :)

2008-08-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

song of the day: bullet for my valentine - hearts burst into fire

some of you may have read what i blogged bout yesterday.
well since im gonna salvage the friendship, i feel that theres no point typing all those things here.
i've removed the previous post so as not to invite too much of a controversy.
in the meantime, i'll just let things settle slowly on its own...

2008-08-22T22:53:00.006+08:00

song of the day: pink - who knew

another week is just gonna pass by with me still disliking the class.
the pursuit of better grades for prelims and alevels has changed the class into a torturous dome.
the mental stress experienced is just, too much.
its either you keep managing the stress quietly by yourself, or just cut the friendship ties with everyone.
there are so much criticism hypocrisy and sarcasm in the class that it doesnt feel like you're in a class anymore.
seriously, where's the 12d that we once were?
the orientation.
the j1 camp.
the teachers day celebration.
the kbox outing.
the zijie's bday celebration.
the zhenxiang's bday celebration.
and not forgetting, mr ng's marche treat.
when was the last happy time that this class had spent together.
ironically, its on my birthday.
seven months have past and we didnt spend a good time together.
all we know is pitting against one another in results and stuff.

another class i stepped into today was doing teachers' day gifts for their respective tutors.
atmosphere there was very different as everyone was having fun doing up their masterpieces.
was only there to pass things to others, i was really surprised when two of the guys in class gave me hugs.
they were rather spontaneous and so i didnt know how to react.
deep inside me, i felt like whew i really needed that!
at least in that class, i felt like im really being appreciated.

so once and for all, im just going to say this for just once.
clockwise from the teacher's desk, let me just name the tables one, two, three, four.
can that particular guy from table one just keep your mouth shut and stop making weird noises during chemistry lessons?
we know that you excel in chemistry but you seriously dont have to doubt others' answers by your lousy smirks.
you dont know how many people are complaining about you behind your back.
and teachers, oh well they dont like you as much as you like them.
thats what i know and what you dont.

table two, can that particular guy stop trying to act smart by asking many unrelated questions in class.
if you wish, do it after school or during consultations.
with precious time wasted on irrelevant questions, weaker students like me are SHORTCHANGED for goodness sake.
and wishing your teachers dead is definitely not a mature thing to do for your age so just grow up.

can we as a class, continue to help one another till the end of a levels?
stop all the personal attacks and stealing of notes till the end of a levels?
show some care to everyone and be sensible till the end of a levels?
play a part in all class activities when required till the end of a levels?
be less competitive and share materials with one another till the end of a levels?
NOT SCOLD YOUR FRIENDS THINGS LIKE "WAH SO EASY YOU ALSO DUNNO HOW TO DO, or WHAT RUBBISH ARE YOU WRITING" till the end of a levels?
can we as a class appreciate what our teachers have done for us and give them the credit that they deserve till the end of a levels?
last but not least, COOPERATE AND UNITE AS ONE TILL THE END OF A LEVELS?
thats just the little things i want to see in everyone.
classmates, can we just do things right for the last 50+ days we're going to spend together?
at least 10 years down the road, i will still want to have gatherings with you outside.
so can we please, try our best....?

with this, i end this post.

2008-08-16T21:44:00.002+08:00

song of the day: mariah carey - i'll be loving you long time

hongwei intro-ed this game to me last week.
haha and i showed some people in class.
they got ADDICTED!! lol.
its really simple logic, just pop as much BALLOONS as possible.
sounds dumb? theres more to it!
enjoy :D

Play Bloons!

Play Bloons!

2008-08-09T22:01:00.009+08:00

song of the day: jolin tsai - tian kong

this is going to be a really long post so take a deep breath and read on :)
i shall blog it in chronological order.

last saturday had a birthday celebration for zijie with some of the 0612j folks.
we went to somewhere ulu along macpherson road for zi cha which is on zijie.
nice sia every bday meal also wanna treat us. haha.
yeap after which we went coronation plaza for ice cream at island creamery.
we bought an ice cream cake there and sang happy birthday song to the bday boy!
here are the pictures :D

birthday boy! i took this pic! nice eh lol look like some photo for biography. =x

:D

the cookies and cream ice cream cake with gummies and jellybeans.

the girls!

and guys! lol. we didnt take any picture while singing the happy birthday song. this is taken after that which i say eh eh lets act like we're singing and take a photo. haha thus sj's crappy expression.

zijie removing the candles! with mouth. lol

group photo! tabitha, qiuling, zijie, jiawei, sunghun, shaojun and me!
hehe enjoy the rest! :D

im gonna touch on a few issues which i wanna say out explicitly but argh, i cant!
there are some erm restrictions to it so i will just talk bout it indirectly.

if you didnt know, when people talk to me, i analyse what they say such as whether it has connection to what im saying or hidden meaning etc.
call me paranoid but well its just in me.
so when ms su scolded the class for not working hard enough blah and pointed out several few weaker students, she went "some of you are making your teacher really tired of teaching you"
of course she didnt say who is it but she said it after pointing out the weaker students.
inside me, i was guessing who was she actually referring to cause i believe shes being indirect.
ever thought that when your teacher smiles at you, he/she may be putting on a fake front?
so never assume that they enjoy teaching you when in fact they dont.
what im trying to say here is that, teachers may not be worn out by teaching weak students but in fact, the smarter ones.
the demands they want from the teacher makes me wonder whether our teachers do have a private life of their own.
they are our teachers for goodness sake, not our slaves working for us.
no wonder **** *** recently broke down in class.
too tired from teaching.

thirty-fifth president of the united states kennedy once famously said "ask not what your country can do for you but ask what you can do for your country"
though not exactly linked to what im trying to say here, ask yourself this: are you a producer or a consumer, in friendship.
a frequent consumer merely sums up to be a leech.
friends give and take.
we do not want friends who merely take and not give.
but well, i know of friends who are such people and it has recently come to my attention that someone close to me is actually of such a person.
refuse to believe in this fact, i set him a test which of course he's oblivious to it.
and he failed.
blah seriously i have no idea what im blogging now already.
theres something bogging up in my mind.
argh.
im ending this here.

the last issue i wanna touch on is well something that exists in class.
how many times have ms su said this?
"you excel as a class, you fail as a class"
number of SELFISH people on the rise, number of GENEROUS people is falling.
people are keeping notes away from one another so as not to let the others get it.
why is this happening you may ask.
well ask those who started to be selfish and began to spread this virus.
it sucks. you know i really used to love this class, alot.
but now, i really have no idea whether to like it or HATE it.

bah, im done for this post.
adios.

2008-08-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

song of the day: dashboard confessional - dont wait

live for the day, the moment is now.

The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

You get one look
I'll show you something that the knife took.
A bit too early for my own good
Now let's not speak of it again

Don't wait, Don't wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you're deep enough
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down
To lay your armor down

Don't wait, Don't wait
The lights will flash and fade away
The days will pass you by
Don't wait
To lay your armor down

~Dashboard Confessional - Don't Wait

2008-07-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

song of the day: chris brown - forever

yesterday, hongwei showed me the blog of the girlfriend of the late nsman clifton lam who passed away while jungle trekking in brunei.
it was heart wrenching to read the blog because every post reminds you of how much she loves him.
well, what can i say?
life is really really fragile.
he left the island a healthy man but left this world on a foreign island.
we should really cherish who's with us at this moment.
family, friends.. and the list goes on.
no more arguments! just compromise.
cause we'll never know what will happen to anyone of us in the future.
when's the last time you expressed signs of love to people around you?
when's the last time you hugged and kissed your family and friends?
i believe a hug/kiss is the best gift in this world anyone can give/receive.
and most importantly, its free.
trust me, you'll feel really blessed.

2008-07-26T21:22:00.003+08:00

song of the day: chris brown - take you down

yeah i changed my blogskin!! :D :D
feeling so happy now.
i changed the alignment and the borders and stuff too.
hope you people will like it :D
its bigger so you will see clearer!
oh, chris brown rocks lah!

if you like this new skin, please give me a tag! thanks <3

a pretty normal week for me.
i did an online eq test yesterday, intro-ed by josh and asri.
not bad eh i scored 131/155.
its kinda high le according to the chart which says im the top 2 percentile blah blah.
cool right, it means that i can read your minds LOL.
you can take the test too. CLICK HERE

mom's really cute.
yesterday she said i seemed to have "thin" back again cos my cheeks look sunken.
and guess what she do today?
she cooked alot!!
after my nanyang concept test she called me and said "are you coming home? faster cause im waiting for you to eat!!"
lol and when i got home, wah got fish soup, vege, meat, prawns, eggs blah.
she even boiled some kind of longan herbal drink and got me to drink 2 full glasses of it.
furthermore, i was instructed to drink a glass of milo everyday before i go school and before i sleep.
SO SWEET RIGHT? xD

a few days back i have a question that pops up in my mind.
how do people actually make friends with one another?
have you ever ask yourself, how do you end up with your friends today?
is it really fate or it's just, something that you want from him/her?
and i end up having an answer, something like trading.
in a trade, both parties exchange what the other wants and end up being happy.
in a friendship, we trade what we have in exchange for, well friendships and companion.
most people offer company, listening ear, entertainment, advice and many others.
now think of you and your friends, what is it that you are actually trading with them?
what do you have to offer yourself as a good that everybody wants?
as for me, i offer you my time :)

2008-07-22T21:37:00.009+08:00

song of the day: pan wei bo - zhuan ji

you know theres always so much things to say before you blog.
but the moment you start blogging, everything just flies away.
even if you remembered what you want to type, sometimes after you type, you just backspace all the way.
cause the feeling is just isnt right..
sigh.
if you didnt understand what i meant, dont worry cause im just well weird i think.
hahaha but im surprised cause i never expect to find someone who can read my mind.
its like, wow we can read one another's mind!
like bananas in pajamas': "are you thinking what am i thinking?"
and the freaky thing is, its all in the mind!!
we didnt have to say anything to know what one another is thinking about cause we think the same way.
lol lah.
to that someone: YOU SUCK!! HAHAHA. (you asked for this LOL)

ten days since i last blogged.
well thanks for checking this blog out :)
after prelims everything just got pretty boring.
its always go to school for lectures, revision and staying back to study.
but i like the last part - staying back to study.
cause i get to study and chat with friends!
well to be exact, friends from the next class.
it's just so sad to know that you "click" better with the people from next door and not from your own.
and the most ironic thing is that, im the chairperson of the class!?
but nevertheless, there are still close friends in class who care bout me and vice versa.

prelim results were horrendous.
oh wait did i blog bout it the last time already?
some old friends came back to receive their sgc last week and this week.
daph and mel came back last wed :D
shawn tien on thursday if im not wrong.
and wenkang came back yesterday.
im glad all of them made it to uni!
and hopefully me too next year.

handsome sia sergeant w k wong!!

sunday was daphne's birthday!!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY WAA!! HAH :D
went jurong point to have my crystal jade treat!!
and im so damn sua gu cause its my first time eating at crystal jade!!
lol sia but i was pretty amazed at their service.
its damn good!!
fast and efficient!
the satisfaction i dine there is much better than places like swensens or fish and co.
really good should try!!
the only sad thing was that theres no har gao.
wah depressed..
but the guo tie (or gyoza in jap) is fantastic!!
as if the dumpling exploded upon biting.
and the xiao long pao too.
way too good!!
the three of us, ate, 3 main dishes and 7 sides!!
damn good ah ahaha!!
PICTURES :D

ma la tofu, gong bao chicken cubes, mushroom kailan, salted egg prawns, prawn fritters, xiao long pao, ramens!! the gyoza isnt in cause we finished it before taking a picture of it lol.

feast!!

the aftermath.

and starting cam whoring lol.

me, melanie and the birthday girl!! :D

wa i look sleepy here >.<

after which we slacked around the place as we wanted ice cream for our desserts.
walked around before ending up in the arcade.
played the photohunt and basketball game and heres the highlight, the candy scooping machine.
though its like cheat money kind, we had so so much fun playing it lah.
i laugh till i cried.
really should have looked at melanie's reaction when the candies fall off the tray.
so worked up lol!
in the end we spent 5bucks on that machine, exchanging for lots of fun and some sweets.
the last three bucks we only got ONE pathetic mentos!! lol which i finished in less than 2mins.
BAH!!

went andersen's ice cream for our ice cream!
wanted to have it at swensens but it's under renovation so yeah.
ordered couple fondue and finished it real fast!

smiley face. :)

the aftermath again!

it was really a fun day for me and i hope it is for you too daph!! :D
a toast to our friendships!! 5 years and counting! :)

to my besties, BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!! <3

i'll be back so watch this space! :D
take care folks and adios!

2008-07-12T14:32:00.003+08:00

song of the day: linkin park - in the end

check chester out in this video. he looked so good and young! lol.

whao i haven been updating my blog for so long already.
but still, thanks to all who bothered to check for updates.

well first bout results.
they were horrendous. everything was just very much below my expectation.
pure devastation lah really.
so from next week onwards, im gonna start mugging till late in school everyday le.
actually i've already started but let next week be the REAL THING.

mom has planned to remove computer, tv and movie from my life for the next few months.
i gave in for the sake of helping myself.
though i believe i will still get to enjoy them but on a seldom phase.
problems are always surfacing and i never liked problems.
the closer a levels come, the more things you start to see in people.
desperation is still the usual thing to drive people to their limits.
i hope that will give me the extra push to do well for prelim 2 and a levels.

yeap i guess im ending here.
adios people :)

2008-07-06T20:21:00.001+08:00

song of the day: 30 seconds to mars - the kill

i wanted to blog but something cropped up so i will update again the next time.
meanwhile, you people take care.

2008-06-28T19:29:00.005+08:00

song of the day: janet jackson - rock with you

i saw this music video at causeway point's banquet yesterday outside the cinema.
omg the dance rocks lah!! very complex.
and if you watch closely, the 4mins plus music video is actually filmed in just 1 take!
cool ah! here it is:

you have to increase volume to hear the song!

watched you dont mess with the zohan yesterday too!

nice poster eh i dont think you see it anywhere in singapore ahaha.

yuxian asri kit junqiang and i watched it after the maths paper 2.
haha i thought it was quite funny and in fact quite daring for a pg movie.
pg-13 leh!! got so many parts which i thought were rather obscene. lol.
but well, you should go watch it if you have not!!
bah i still think harold and kumar is better. HAHA.

many papers down, two more to go.
all my papers were average lah so i think my grades should be rather average too.
hopefully i WONT FAIL any of them this time round.
and getting into band 1/2 for all of the subjects.

just three days before my math paper, i met up with melanie and daphne!
i think it had been one month since we last met.
hehe got two bazhangs from mel which she made, a domo-kun tshirt and a disneyland chip and dale boxer from daphne after her japan trip!
woohoo sometimes i feel that my friends travel overseas on my behalf cause they will get me something from there.
mel bought my chocs and some souveniers during uk trip, they both got me a stage tshirt in taiwan and daph now got me things from japan too!
and next week they are going THAILAND.
what the hell they are going everwhere while im stuck here ><
anyway we had new york new york at lot1.
it really changed alot already as it expanded and looked very different now.

im ending this post with photos again!! :D
i'll be back after my last two papers which end on wednesday.
meantime i'll still reply tags so do tag me!

i realise by making your eyebrows go up like that /o o\ actually makes you look more innocent eh. like very pitiful but at the same time you feel like beating me up. LOL.

daph trying it too!

:D

mel with her cheese fries.

daph with her buffalo wings.

me with my cheesy chicken. NICE!

i look damn retarded.

best friends forever! :DDD

thats all folks! ADIOS :D

2008-06-18T22:57:00.006+08:00

song of the day: linkin park - leave out all the rest

second post for the day!
the highlight should be the trip to cmpb for my ns medical checkup.
overall i find it quite interesting eh.
so for those who have not had theirs, lemme share some parts of it.

well i went down with melson to that place.
appreciated him for being together for the checkup cause 1: you wont feel lonely. 2: you wont get lost so easily. 3: throw face can throw together. HAHA and so on.
to my surprise the place's quite nicely furnished eh.
i thought it's gonna be some hot bunk like place which is quite zzz.
but nope its quite good!

so first its the photo taking thing.
there's two people inside, well like uncle age.
then one of them helped me put on the uniform leh.
and sprayed water on my hair and push it backwards.
wah i felt like theres fatherly love over there.
IM SERIOUS!! lol.
i felt like a kid sia suddenly got father help me put on clothes.

then we went for.. i think is the urine and blood test.
nothing wrong with both, just that after guy finish taking my blood he said something like wah zhe mo zhe yang!! (meaning wah why like that!).
inside me i was like what the hell you better not take another syringe of blood.
oh mine was one full syringe and not two tubes like what some of you had.
he said that cause he had some prob squeezing my blood into the tubes lah so phew.

i think im gonna mix up the sequence but ahh heck.
so i think next is the checking of eyesight and hearing.
nothing much to talk bout on this.
then i think is the... xray?
theres this overly friendly guy who gave too much attention on me that he kinda freaked me out a little.
the x-ray is done within a split second with your chest kissing the cold metal thing.

ok next... checking of the teeth.
did an x-ray on the mouth overall too.
the guy who helped me with it quite handsome eh! lol.
he was singing rihanna's dont stop the music sia.

then checking of the heartbeat!
mine was well, fine.
my heartbeat in my opinion was quite slow i think but it was normal over there.
for many others it was too fast or something.
the blood pressure blah.
before going into the last room with another guy inside.
asked me some questions, look at my little brother and say ok you may go.
lol actually i am still wondering why they wanna check on the dick leh.
some people say its because to check whether you can erect? (most prob not cos obviously i wasnt at that time)
or whether you're gay? (like your dick says HEY I LOVE DICKS!!!)
or whether you have std (this one i just heard today according to ______. LOL he said his cousin has to do some coughing thing so maybe they checking whether there's something EXPELLING from his body)
I WAS LIKE WTH AND I LAUGHED LIKE MAD LAH.
seriously i duno why have to cough also cause i also didnt experience it.
so different people different experience bah.

ending off with the computerised test like to test your logics etc.
wah i was like damn tired lah while doing that.
damn sian also.
and it took about an hour plus.
melson finished it quite fast though.
ahaha! after which we left, had botak jones at the coffee shop opposite.
really quite nice eh.
but damn full also.
we had the fish and chips! woots.
after that i left for town for my haircut.
very satisfied with it this time round.
didnt screw it up and whoa after the first styling, really got look like pan weibo.
but my front view sucks lah so i left some fringe down.
hehe YEAH IM DONE WITH THIS POST.
ending off with another photo of mine which the side looks like pwb hair.
ADIOS PEOPLE AND TAKE CARE!! :D

who stole my microphone? LOL.

oh before i forget, i got pes A! lol.

2008-06-18T22:02:00.005+08:00

song of the day: linkin park - leave out all the rest

first of the two posts for the day!
well i've RECOVERED!! :D
like finally man (though there's still some cough etc) BUT,
thanks for those who cared and asked! - really love you all so much. :)
i tried taking picture's with my brother's webcam.
and some turned out quite good! hehe.
yuxian intro-ed using google's picasa to make collages.
but in fact they do much more things than that!
its so goood lol.
i had a haircut earlier and im really satisfied.
ahaha so if you have not seen be during the holidays or probably forgotten bout how i look like, how bout checking these out!

WARNING: HIGH GRAPHIC CONTENT WHICH MAY CAUSE UNEASINESS. PARENTAL GUIDANCE ADVISED.

XI NU AI LE!! (happy, angry, agony, DAMN HAPPY)
lol recognise which is which!

all the side profiles =x

some wooo nice takes too! hehe.

okay i can feel some of you puking over your keyboard already.
BUT aiya if not nice just X the window lol. :D
ADIOS!

2008-06-14T22:10:00.003+08:00

song of the day: plies feat ne-yo - bust it baby part 2

IM SICK.
argh theres this sudden sore throat, then sudden coughing, then sudden bodyaches.
the next moment im on my bed suffering from a fever. lol.
and im halfway through studying for prelim 1.
wahhh like alot to study for leh not enough time.
i have no idea how to get into band 1 in this kind of situation lo.
people please study harder and FASTER hor.

anw wednesday went to watch kungfu panda with yuxian, asri and andrew.
it was super funny lah!!(but i think harold and kumar was better)
i think the animation is kinda good too!!
OH NO NOT THE WU SHI FINGER!! *ahhh so u know about the wu shi finger*
LOL sia.
normally you watch animated movies u will like one particular character alot right.
like bee movie i liked barry.
in kungfu panda i read from yuxian's blog, she likes the crane.
wah not bad quite unique also.
so guess who i like?
its none other than......

MASTER OOGWAY

lol and this picture reminds me of something asri asked in the movie.
he asked "why are almost all the civilians pigs ah"
wah i also duno how to answer him. hahaa.
ask the people who make the movie lah!

i think im stopping here cause i have no idea what to blog about already.
hehe. SO ADIOS PEOPLE! :D
and take care. mwuacks!

2008-06-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

song of the day: chris brown - forever

i am chatting with melanie on msn now as we reminisced about the past.
she said she's sad that some things were done hastily in the past or without much consideration that caused many unhappy memories.
though it's already in the past, you can do nothing but well, regret over it.
no use crying over spilled milk yeah?

i hope that a few years down the road when i look back at my jc life, i will smile rather than frown.
but i can safely say now that, i've enjoyed more than 50% of it for sure!
still counting too :D
as for now, i wouldnt want any small things to create an argument among friends.
if possible, i will always take a step back.
i always believe that things happen for a reason or so.
and always remember to accept things if it's already a fact.
perhaps after looking at it sometime later from another perspective, it may just be a blessing in disguise.

retaining was one of the worse but also the best thing that could ever happen to me.
you might think that im crazy BUT IM NOT.
because of retaining, i made many many new and great friends.
because of retaining, im able to experience a better jc life.
2006 sucks but 2007 and 2008 were very much better.
because of retaining, im able to gain close attention from teachers to make me do well.
and the list goes on...

when i thought i was going to retain, i felt as if the sky just collapsed.
i was never so depressed in my life before.
if you can date back to my archive, go read my entry on october or november 2006.
it was terrible, really.
but now, i see it as a blessing.
though 1 year slower than others, im happy that im given a 2nd chance to retake in a jc.
yeap so thanks to the people who are always there for me ever since..
my family, daphne, melanie and many more great people.
my two greatest friends had always been there for me when i need them.
and this is what i told melanie on msn just now:

NULIHZ. says:
ten or fifteen years down the road, i will want to see you and your husband, daphne and her husband, my wife and i sitting together and having a good laugh over the past.

im waiting :)

teachers are part of the reason why i wanna do well in studies though i should be doing it for MYSELF.
but they are the motivation towards better grades.
constant encouragement from mr ng and miss tan made me even wanting to get A for physics and chemistry.
really, every little thing counts.

sometimes, even as something happened as if the world has collapsed on us, we should, asap pack up our feelings and look at the bright side of life.
things must just be really, something much better than before.
another example will be - friends!
because of some stupid things in canoeing, i joined nma.
because of some stupid things again, i made new friends in nma.
because there is a camp for nma, i've better bonds with the new friends!
because we cared to continue our friendships, we kept close contact despite several barriers.
right asri and yuxian? :)

okay moving away from this EMO stuff, slimy shit tagged me on her blog to do some lame quiz!! ahaha.

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> perhaps walk away and never turn back, though it's really really hard. plays the song "go on girl" by ne-yo!

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> perhaps to be happy and successful in everything i do. that includes getting good grades, den a good job, a good wife blah blah blah. and maybe turning into a singer/dancer? HEHE.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> somewhere on the clouds where everyone on my wedding list dances to the moonlight. DREAM.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> yes, very in fact. i will get to know it when i receive my a level certificate ><

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> someone who loves every moment being with me, bitching with me, singing with me, dancing with me... and so on.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> being loved by someone of course. loving someone is very, very tiring.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
---> until i find someone who is willing to love me more than i love her. sometimes, someone i really love might just not be the one for me afterall.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> i would most probably keep the secret away from her until she breaks up.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> not really. hehe im a happy and jovial dude!

#10 is being tagged fun?
---> okok lor. at least people who read this blog can understand me better.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> i'll be 29 then! hopefully working in a good company with a good salary. of course, good colleagues and a beautiful wife (and kids too if i may add on) HAHA.

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> family, friends (i dun wanna name but they should know who they are), and teachers perhaps!

#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> some cheena and crappy girl who's really fun to talk to. haha!

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married but poor! :D

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> stretch and scratch. lol.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> most probably not. perhaps 90% but not full. unless im sure that person is gonna be my wife. :)

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> i'll pick the one who love me more than i love her.

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> friends that are easy to talk to, understand me and appreciate me. VERY IMPORTANT. i dislike unappreciative friends. bah! i like truthful friends too :D

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> as above, unappreciative ones. who likes to TAKE but never gives.

#20 who are the eight people to tag?
---> ivy (time to update your blog!!), jack, zhenxiang, geraldine. thats all i guess cause i know they are the ones who bothered to read this blog and owns a blog. hehe.

2008-06-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

song of the day: ne-yo - closer

OMG NE-YO IS BACK!! :D
closer, his new single, rocked as much as those before.
lesser rnb but the beats are damn nice.
woohoo. i got the video here :D
its rather soft so go on and turn on your volume.

okay today is friday.................
two more weeks and 2 days till prelim oneee...........
i barely did any studying lah shit.
i only finish studying for organic chem and did the stats booklet THATS ALL.
must start to finish the rest cause time is running out.
studying tmr! :D
with asri and yuxian AGAIN hehe.
we studied yesterday too. quite EFFICIENT lah i think.
i didnt know MINGLE means chat and touch at the same time.
i thought its something like u go to the party and talk (mingle) with the crowd etc.
i was late.
supposedly meeting them at 950 but i reached at 1005.
HEHE but i will be early tmr!
cause i wanna see the morning crowd rush into the library.
i heard they literally CHIONG UP THE ESCALATOR.
wah really really very singaporean lo. ><
of course im gonna chiong too i suppose.
if not cant get seats den beats the purpose of going there.

i drew this ytd too.
guess what isit?
its a PEEHS (read backwards)
DONT LOOK LIKE MEH? LOL.
i think quite cute eh ahaha.

okay i think im ending my post here.
my 200th one by the way.
come to think of it i've blogged on 200days le cool eh!
haha ending off with the "quan jia fu" we took on nma bbq.

my head looks big lol.
ADIOS! :D

2008-06-04T00:33:00.010+08:00

song of the day: jesse mccartney - leavin'

had nma bbq on monday at junyang's condo!
it was also to celebrate lisa's and vivien's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU! :D :D
it was damn fun lah.
towards the back i was like drunk already.
got so high like siao.
haha imagine if im really drunk.
ate, played cards and camwhored like nobody's business.
the security guards suck lah, keep hawking over us like some bloody vultures.
damn annoying.
we still had to sing the birthday songs softly.
but heck care we can sing it soft but we sang more number of times. HAHA.
anyway here are the pictures.
<3

the birthday girls!

yuxian, zhenxiang and me take 1

take 2! hehe.

asri! woo i look damn beng here lol.

mwuacks to bzx!

trying to help waikit control his overflowing breast milk. ahaha.

waikit! im not shorter we're both 174. he's tiptoeing!!! lol!

BIRTHDAY GIRL VIVIEN :) pssst secret LOL!

yuxiannnnnnnnn take 1!

yuxiannnnnnnnn take 2!

yuxiannnnnnnnn take 3! xD

josh take 1!

josh take 2! this is so candid haha.

josh take 3! :D

what he thinks as old school lol.

andrew look like some animal here lah lol. yian kut ku.

the supposed i now pronounce you chuck and larry poster!

bzx, asri, me :)

WARNING!! the following photos after this section contain high gay content. please zoom past if you feel uncomfortable. heh.

feeling hot after 4x gayness? LOL.

group photo 1

group photo 2

there are some other photos out there which i have not received therefore i'll post them when i get them.
hehe ITS SO FUN IM LOVING NMA NOW :)
but sadly everyone is stepping down =/
may our friendship last okay people!
ADIOS and take care folks! :DDDDDD

2008-05-31T01:12:00.003+08:00

song of the day: mariah carey - bye bye

FRIDAY IS MARIAH CAREY DAY!!
haha that was what i said in dota.
cause i had my nick as mariah carey, den i got hongwei and danny to have it changed as well.
so we have 3 mariah careys in one team.
and we rockED! wooohoo totally.

and something about mariah carey, she's married!!
i was like HUH to who?

TO NICK CANNON.
and their age difference is 11!
>< sia. okay this is becoming like a gossiping blog already haha.
but ahhhhhhhh mariah carey is hot!
nick cannon is one lucky man eh.

anw here's the song for her second single.
its really good :)

next, yesterday (friday) had this nma general meeting which people said it's important lah must go.
and luckily i went.
it's sort of a farewell party lah!
so sweet, especially the video and the rose.
thanks lisa and for those who've done that for us!
really enjoyed myself alot in the past 5 months in nma.
so many good things happening already ;D

yeap holidays had already started like one week ago and i barely got anything done.
sucks man. i'm gonna start working tmr onwards (which is saturday cause im not asleep yet).
sooo all the best for mugging people!
ADIOS <3

2008-05-28T12:47:00.008+08:00

song of the day: jordin sparks - next to you

YAY FINALLY I'VE WATCHED HAROLD AND KUMAR ESCAPE FROM GUANTANAMO BAY!! :D :D
i've been wanting to watch it even before its out but i couldnt really find time to watch it but i did last night!

muahahaha!
it was seriously awesome man.
all the stupid jokes and the excessive usage of the F word.
the fuck word appeared more than a hundred times in the movie and it rocked!!
my grin was on the face throughout the movie cause its just hilarious :)
much better than harold and kumar goes to white castle imo.
okay my main takeaway(s) from the movie?

-what the fuck? what the fuck?
-bottomless party
-cock meat sandwich
-ku klux klan
-baby cyclops
-douchebag
-smoking weed is COOL (haha this is only temporary i will get rid of this thought asap!)
-grape soda
-SQUARE ROOT THREE! :D

of course there's more!
and lemme share about this square root three poem.
it's simply gooood and sweet :)

The Square Root of Three

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

-David Feinberg

its damn sweet lah i was like awwwwwwwwww LOL.
really its a great movie go watch it if you haven.
im so gonna buy the dvd when it's out.

yeap so before that i went for a haircut with zijie and ziyang (they went for movie too!)
my hair is seriously short now but not to worry it'll grow.
SO STOP LAUGHING AT IT ASRI BEFORE I ELBOW YOUR NOSE FLAT.
and please for once learn the right way for making your tag COLOURED. xD

okay next, the start of the holidays was rather mundane.
have to go back to school for the whole of the first week.
monday had GP prelims and i kinda screwed it up.
DAH. and subwayed in town after that.

there's asri, yuxian, puqin, andrew, junqiang and me!

while on the way back home, we scurried into the train as the doors were closing.
GUESS WHAT.
MY BAG GOT KIAPPED (singlish) BY THE FUCKING DOOR LAH.
that is one of the last thing i want to happen to me but argh.
all the eyes in the train were on me and i had to cover my face.
lol damn ><
to think i tried not to laugh at people who experienced this before in case i kena it in the future and LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENED. zzz.

today had mac breakfast with yuxian, asri, huimin and josh before going for econs lecture.
boring as usual. ><
and oh people just a reminder, if you're a mcdonald member and you still have points in your card, PLEASE GO REDEEM THEM BY MAY 31ST 2008 CAUSE THEY ARE EXPIRING!
i redeemed like 1000points today haha so please remember to do so.
im off for tuition now so ADIOS! :)

2008-05-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

song of the day: usher - love in this club part 2

YAY THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE ONCE AGAIN!!!!
yeah right.
seriously, there wasnt ANY ANTICIPATION for the holidays for we know the holiday which we once thought was actually 5 months ago during the dec holidays.
its OVER! really.
this BREAK is suppose to be a study break for us so...
STUDY GROUPS PLEASE! :D :D

and today mr ng did something really sweet to the class.
he only spent about 20mins going through physics before showing us a motivational video by steve jobs.
the speech itself was really nice and it made me realise that really, things that happen now may seem bad at the moment but it may be a blessing in disguise!
which is true cause i've experienced it a few times, one of it being the fact that i retained two years back.
come to think of it now, things have become so much better after retaining.
new friends, better teachers, better cca etc. :)
after the video, mr ng talked to us bout how much he love our class that he wouldnt want to scold us anymore.
cause almost all our teachers scolded us, he just want to let our ears relax for a while.
so he began talking bout some of the things that actually made him think of what he's doing at the moment and whether he would have any regrets about them.
he began everything by saying "you may be a failure in obtaining good results but you are definitely not a failure in life"
awwwww, sounds really touching eh.
and all that automatically sets me thinking for my next semester.

apart from college day, i think the greatest takeaway from the celebration was a speech by an ex-student.
well, she gave such an inspiring speech that i sort of EMO-ed for a while.
i really hope to see myself standing in front of a crowd giving a speech about my life and how i overcome difficulties into the position im standing then.
really.

after the two major natural disasters that happened, they made me realise one again that life is not just about doing what you should be doing.
life is also about family, friends and living it to the fullest.
i love you all :)

2008-05-21T21:32:00.001+08:00

song of the day: avenged sevenfold - afterlife

was checking out technorati earlier and i realised i can claim my blog!
duno whats that going to be so just trying out here. =x

Technorati Profile

2008-05-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

song of the day: the click five - empty

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGWEI!! :)
red is your fav colour, see i remember =x

yeap, some people may be wondering who's the 3rd featured friend i have in my friendster.
well its his birthday today!
it all started like well... 5 years ago, during the december hols in 2003.
FinalLove (me lol) joined a room in GUNBOUND and saw his twin FlameZa1 (hongwei).
they were wearing the same avatars (pirate suits, golden hammer and pet01) and thus the term twin. - i rmb!
they both use NAK machine and went on winning many rounds in the game.
before they ended the game, both exchanged email and tadah!
they became close friends since then.
cool eh!
hongwei remained one of my closest friends ever since. :D
so once again, happy birthday!
hope you have a nice one this year.

photos from ed's birthday buffet!

someone tell me why is my head tilted upwards. ><

heh i prefer this cause i dont look so thin. =x

thats all folks!
this is really a short one. haha.
ADIOS! :D

2008-05-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

song of the day: leona lewis - better in time

lucky.
how do you define lucky?
striking lottery being lucky?
passing your exams being lucky?
getting distinctions being lucky?
finding a ten dollar bill being lucky?
and the list goes on and on and on...

ever felt lucky that you are still alive?
your family and friends are still with you.
ever felt lucky that you are still seeing the morning sun everyday?
able to stand under it absorbing all the warmth it gives.

it is tragic that cyclone nargis hits myanmar and the earthquake that shook china.
more than thousands of people had died to what we know as natural disasters.
as i read on in the news of how survivors managed to keep themselves alive, there was a sudden surge of "humanity" inside me.
the feeling is hard to describe.
i feel so unfair, at the same time, sympathising for them.
we are all human beings but we all lead different lives.
the reality is hard to accept, literally.
i hate to think of this.
but can you imagine as you are reading this - someone lying underneath the rubble, somewhere in china RIGHT NOW.
seeing nothing but darkness.
inhaling nothing but the smell of rotting corpses.
feeling nothing but the chills.
craving nothing but a sip of water.
and all they hope was just to see light again.
with the difficulty in accessing to the remote area, some of these people are unable to hold out any longer.
they are just, waiting for, death.
the feeling is terrible, and im seriously freaking out by the thought of it.
they suffered by being in an earthquake.
they held on, thinking that maybe someone will be there to save them.
but as time passes, the chances of them staying alive dim.
being able to survive an earthquake while being trapped underneath the cement and not able to get out.
are they considered the lucky or the unlucky ones?

to all victims of both disasters, my heart goes out to you.

2008-05-11T01:32:00.007+08:00

song of the day: rihanna - take a bow

just came back from ed's birthday buffet not long ago.
i had so much fun - talking with MISS TEO WEI REN!
really, after so much talking, i suffered: sore jaws, cramped stomach and ultra dry throat.
and i am so surprised by my huge collection of juicy gossips.
NOW I KNOW WHY I DIDNT GET GOOD RESULTS BACK IN SECONDARY SCHOOL.
after a day of filming, i met weiren before going for ed's buffet.
it was at downtown east so it took us quite sometime to get there.
luckily we have one another for company, we didnt feel VERY left out when we're there cause ed invited his poly friends etc.
on the way to and fro, we reminisced so much about the past and had really great laughs.
i am missing this kind of laughing sessions i always have when we have secondary school mates gatherings.
the feeling is just, AWESOME.
wei ren made me realise how lucky i am now.
i never had a lack of friends who are willing to be there for me.
and today, i finally realise why i can hit it off so well with friends in the past rather than some friends in the present.
right now, it is basically due to the extreme characters that we have that cause our friendships to sour.
seriously ed, i was so touched to hear from your girl that i used to have such influence in your life and managed to change you (a lil, a lot, i dunno)
but you are still the way you are, so thats definitely a plus! :D

there's filming yesterday in school too! (im blogging assuming today is 10 may)
nothing much to say bout that but lots of photos to post.
SO HERE GOES :D

the crew!

you can see me yawning here lol

classic. the supposed gasping face.

:D

valerie :)

vivien :)

lisa :)

gayness spreading out of the classroom

eva :)

lastly, bzx :) ignore my rather high pants.

thats all for now folks!
kkkkeeeeeepppp ttttuuunnneeedddd~

2008-05-07T19:29:00.003+08:00

song of the day: randy jackson feat. paula abdul - dance like there's no tomorrow

I LOVE THE MV!
i think the dancing rocks lah ahaha.
its so random but organised at the same time.
COOOL.
and i cant believe paula abdul's already 45 when i watched the video.
she looked like 20 something?!!

i miss many people!
i texted valerie and leonard on monday that i missed them.
how i wish both of them stayed after pae so that we remain as classmates.
i miss singing evanescence with val during lecture and all the crap talk with leonard.
sigh!
nevertheless, more friends coming my way!
after econs lecture today, i went makan with some really interesting people.
we had yoshi last week and pizzahut this week.
lets go eat every wed man. lol. :D :D :D

i wanna buy new clothes!
but im really low on cash.
and i found some websites which is selling really nice clothes!
who wanna sponsor me please let me know =x
and to bzx: im waiting for my banana republic. LOL! =x
oh yeah, anyone knows where can taper jeans at a cheap price and WONT SPOIL IT?
i scared i just go somewhere nearby to taper my levis jeans which i bought last year AND END UP GETTING IT SPOILT.
so if anybody has lobang or your mother can do it, please let me know! :D

i guess i'll end here.
ADIOS PEOPLE :)
and do take care!

2008-05-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

song of the day: jordin sparks feat. chris brown - no air

got me out here in the water so deep
tell me how you gonna be without me
if you ain't here, i just can't breathe
it's no air, no air

beautiful lyrics isnt it!!

kudos to those who asked and cared. :)
you all mean something to me, really.
actually i didnt know my last post turned out to be EMO as described by a few.
lol but well, thanks for asking (if you did)

you know it feels good to meet up with old friends!
daph visited me after school on tuesday.
though it's been about a month since we last met, we can talk like how we used to talk.
SO THATS GOOD :)
thats what i like bout you.
same goes for melanie!
thursday i waited for them to end work before going home with them. :D
you know, sometimes it takes just a few mins of your time to maintain good friendship with friends.
so please dont be lazy with that one.

im getting really old.
i kept forgetting what i wanted to do etc.
like now, i forget bout my main purpose of the post.
argh. stm sucks.

anw i chatted with a classmate last night.
we usually dont chat cause there isnt any common topic.
and we're not really close in terms of friendship lah.
but after we talked last night, i realise, I'VE BEEN TOO ENGROSSED IN MY OWN PROBLEMS.
kinda like that.
i was rather surprised by the way he expressed himself cause he's not in his "normal" self.
or should i say, i was experiencing that from him for the first time.
he was really emo-ed but he didnt realise he was in that state.
ahaha. okay this part is really pointless cause, im just gonna stop here. lol.

all the best in everything you do people.
tmr's a new start to the week.
hopefully everyone of us screws up NOTHING :)
im off.
ADIOS! :D :D

2008-05-01T10:43:00.004+08:00

song of the day: sean kingston feat. the dey and juelz santana - there's nothin'

IM BACK FROM THE HIATUS EVERYONE :D
if you have the time to spare, do check out this song before you read on.
i heard it like 4 years ago and i have the sudden urge to listen to it now lol.

okay proper post starts here.
theres so many things to blog about and i have no idea where to start from. X.x
school's been pretty much miserable with many tests and homeworks.
not forgetting the extra lectures and stuff which drag all the way to 6/7pm almost everyday.
total sian-ness.
i hope revision comes fast so i wont have to learn all these new things which are driving me CRAZY. duh.

nma camp ended last saturday.
it was terriiiifiiicc!
haha at least i ENJOYED MY CCA FOR ONCE IN INNOVA.
seriously, it was fun and i made lotsa new friends.
i was the facilitator for group HULK and we won third overall! lol sia.
which was really unexpected cause we sucked at one of the games.
back to the camp, i think we as j2s had more fun than the j1s.
though i cant say all but some of the j1s were really "DEAD" like very sian like that.
just two hours into the camp they say they want to GO HOME.
whao sia encouragement for me to work hard for them =x lol.
anw here are the pictures.

HULK! :D

some pictures with the other facilitators.

i know i look like sai in those pictures. we were shagged already!

i need a LIFE!!
I WANT TO WATCH HAROLD AND KUMAR ESCAPE FROM GUANTANAMO BAY!
i dont understand how we can study 8hours on every saturday and sunday. (teachers order)
i cant even sit still for 3-4 hours leh zz.
like later, im gonna have tuition, filming for fpu and cutting my hair at town.
and guess what time will that be already.
10PM! argh den im gonna get home bathe and sleep at 11.30.
there goes my labour day.
bah.
actually, school can be really tiring but enjoyable at the same time if you have great friends around you.
i do have them but you know, things may go wrong and your friendships go downhill.
ahhh shall not ponder over that anymore, at least i still have other friends :)

and people asked me how come i dont go into relationships leh?
i feel that a relationship needs commitment - which is what i cant promise.
i have work, family and so many good friends.
if i go into a relationship, my friendship or kinship will just have to suffer.
which is what im not prepared for, so yeap.
and IF im getting into a relationship, you wont be always seeing me and my girl together cause, my time will be distributed to people who i care for and people who cared for me.

ZZ how did i get into that topic in the first place.
ok lets talk about my class.
well i've blogged about it before and now im back at it again.
the culture is so.... BAD.
i do not know whats happening.
i do not know whats everyone thinking.
from the outside, we may look like wooo damn close ah this class.
but on the inside, and i mean REALLY INSIDE US, you do not know what are we thinking.
its so hard to guess who wants to help you or is he/she actually harming you.
i know my classmates read my blog but THIS IS THE TRUTH.
haiz, just let me stop here.
im running late for tuition.
perhaps i'll come back to continue on what i want to blog.
in the meantime, enjoy your labour day people!
ADIOS! :)

2008-04-20T01:46:00.008+08:00

song of the day: paramore - that's what you get

its sunday today!
its the day when i get to sleep till late.
its the day when i get to rest my eyes after many hours of contact lens almost everyday.
its the day when i get to stay at home to finish up my homework.
this sunday is going to be SLIGHTLY different cause..
ITS EUGENE'S BIRTHDAY!
so happy birthday dude.
you know im not the kind who will say nice things.
all those can leave to people who are considered normal to you.
im going to be the kind of friend you really want.
just be more sensible, stop littering, be considerate, stop yelling..... and the list goes on.
there's so much things i can say for you to change but, hope our friendship lasts.
HAHA okay next.

yesterday was seriously tiring cause there's filming.
some scenes keep having to retake cause i keep forgetting my lines.
haha but overall was kinda good lah.
went shoujun's house to shoot which i have to pretend its "my" house.
its nice and kinda big and is really conducive for studying.
after filming i met up with my mom for MOVIE.
she said she wanted to watch the forbidden kingdom and asked me to watch with her.
it has a boring plot lah.
i practically yawned quite a few times lo.
the only parts i found nice were the fighting scenes.
the next few movies which i wanna watch:

1. the hottie and the nottie / opens 17 april

PARIS HILTON! fullstop.

2. harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay / opens 24 april

argh i watched the harold and kumar go to white castle some years back and i vaguely remembered i enjoyed it!
seriously such m18 movies made my day(s)!
(i watched american pie 1 2 3 when i was 15)
LOL so now you're gonna think im horny but HAH :D

3. iron man / opens 30 april

GREAT, reminds me of my primary school days when i frequent the arcades and chose iron man to fight for me (in the game).
woohoo!

4. you dont mess with the zohan / opens 18 june

starring adam sandler! i watched the trailer and it looks kinda promising! he's the guy who brought you CLICK and others!

5. wall-e / opens 28 august

the plot is just so HUH? lol but im looking forward to this movie eh. its an animated movie. go check the trailer up on youtube!

there's a minor problem however, to all these movies - WHERE DO I GET THE TIME TO WATCH THEM?
such a busy year =/ school ends at 6 almost everyday.
sucks. anyway thats bout all for this post.
ADIOS :D

2008-04-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

song of the day: blue - if you come back

For all this time
I've been loving you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day you left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh the reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I don't want this love
To ever end

Chorus:
And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

I watched you go
You've taken my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time I tried to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
Cos I don't want this love
To ever end
No no no no

And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe I didn't know
What to say
But this time I wont disguise
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one

And I swear
If you come back in my life
Ill be there till the end of time (back to me, back to me, back to my life)
And I swear
Ill keep you right by my side
Cos baby you're the one I want (back to me, back to me, back to my life)

if you come back - blue

2008-04-09T22:24:00.005+08:00

song of the day: usher - love in this club

i wanna make love (in this club) eh!
contrary to my previous post, im feeling so much better now.
thanks to all those who showed concern - yes every single one counts. :)
after a good eight and a half hour sleep last night, i felt recharged!!
lol just hope there would be less nagging in class and more encouragement! :D
and another good news will be: i passed napfa!!
LOL sounds noob i know but i suck so much in running 2.4 and i failed by 8seconds on monday.
now i passed by 20seconds and got a silver!
i could have gotten a gold if im another 20seconds faster cause i managed to attain at least c for the rest.
bah.

anyway moving away to something lighter, shaojun invited us (o612J) pple to his church concert!
its titled agape and its kinda good.
jiawei kept shouting for shaojun, trying to distract him and kept waving the light stick.
it made me laugh so much that i felt the sore in my jaws after the whole thing.
but i like the feeling eh.
seriously laughing until you get cramps in your stomach or feeling the sore in your jaws is actually a bliss.
but i heard some news that people actually laughed to their death.
scary huh.
HAHA okay back to topic.
i saw quite a number of familiar faces there!
for a moment i thought im the one acting sia ahaha (okay im just exaggerating)
alright here comes the photos!
some of them are really blur but heck lah im still going to post them anyway.
blame on those who got shaky hands den cant take good photo lol =x

agape

clockwise from me, theres tiancheng, shaojun, sunghun, jiawei, shengwei, bethia and tabitha! :D

one of the better shots.

the korean and the black. lol

shaojun and jiawei.

jiawei seriously looks like a monk lah after what we've said for nearly 3 years. ahaha!

of course theres ME :D with the two stars!

if you noticed, you can see my boxer from this pic. AHAHA.

and you pervertic people must be clicking on the photo to view it now!
but seriously its there! LOL.
yeap thats about all.
all the best to tiancheng and shaojun who's going tekong this friday.
HAVE FUN EH! :D my turn will come next year.
yeahhhh so ADIOS people!
goood night!

2008-04-07T21:52:00.006+08:00

song of the day: soulja boy - soulja girl

im so so tired and being really bogged down by lots of things - mainly school work.
theres so much school work to do and i feel that there is not enough time.
we're being constantly reminded that the a levels are coming and to be exact, just 6months and 26days to go i suppose.
its just so suffocating and the moment you got home from school, you just have no energy to do any other things.
take today for example, school took up nearly 11 hours which i only managed to take two half hour breaks for my meals.
sad anot? =/
everyday seems to be like a scolding session from the teachers.
they're really anxious for us and i can see that.
you know we as students have the kind of mindset like teachers nag = being irritating.
i've learned to change and to seriously think about what they want to say.
most of the times, they made so much sense that i have to agree with.
miss tan said this today "my other classes are all panicking leh but i see your class hor, all like holiday mood"
whether other classes are really panicking anot i dont really know but i really can see my class is slacking.
sometimes theres this part inside of me which wants to come out and point at everything that i think is WRONG but i just control it.
if nobody is thinking along the same line as you, you might be the wrong one in the end no?
there's something in the class which i cannot really explain.
we're really a nice class on the outside but on the inside, everyone is just kinda seperated.
how to do well as a class like that?
and i know ms su is terribly upset about the class - myself included.
how do you feel when every morning the first thing you anticipate your tutor to say "good morning" to you but she actually said "you ah as the cg chairperson..." and starts to complain.
you know things really changed and i've learnt alot more than the last two years.
for the last two years, cg chairperson is like really slack and there's nothing much to take care of.
but this year, there's so many things to catch up with.
"you are making your teachers working harder by going to them for consultations"
this sentence sounds so so logical to me.
if you had work harder, you would have understood the chapter and not going to your teachers for "revision", for which they are repeating for the third time (first in lecture and second in tutorials).
even before this sentence was said, i already have in mind to go to mr ng for consultation later in the afternoon.
which i did, and i apologised to him for asking him so many questions.
i wasnt surprised by his reaction that he said he was glad i looked him up (even though i can see he's tired too).
cause he, seriously is a very good teacher.
really i want to know what exactly has happened to me!?
i checked with some of my PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATES who all happen to obtain lousier grades than me and ended up in other secondary schools.
most of them ended up in a much better jc than me and guess what? most aced their a levels TOO.
just 4 of them i talked to over the weekend - AAA, AAA, ABB, BAB.
how bout that?
JUST WHAT AM I DOING NOW??
this is definitely not the way i want things to happen.
im so embarrassed of myself.
my mood is really bad now and im so sorry i have to rant and rant and rant.
everything is just so FUCKED UP!!!
after this post, i'll be offline to do my chemistry, physics and study for spa for tmr.
fun anot?
not forgetting gp mindmap.
and let me bring this up again, BLOCK TESTS RESULTS ARE SHIT.
i have only myself to blame for feeling like this.
and whats there of myself to be blamed?
aiya this sucks i better stop before i type even more rubbish.
by the time you read until here, i think you're as tired as i am.
for any teachers who happen to read this, i just have to say im sorry for the mistakes i've made.
i will change and cause lesser or no trouble for you.
seriously who doesnt want to have a happy time in school, studying conscientiously, enjoying the times with your peers and maintaining a good relationship with everyone?
as for my classmates who are reading this, lets just stop doing things to make the teachers sad.
you know i felt really really... ARGH.
you tell me lah, what will you do if, you are the cg chairperson of the class.
your teachers hold you responsible for how the class is conducting.
and you get to know your teacher actually teared while talking about your class WITH ANOTHER CLASS.
YOU TELL ME LAH.
you gotta tell me what to do or perhaps HOW SHOULD I FEEL.
i tell you how i felt - fatigue
to think i always put on a happy front so as not to affect any others.
i seriously think i need someone to speak to.
i guess i'll just end here.
good night everyone.

2008-03-29T12:10:00.005+08:00

song of the day: mariah carey - touch my body

a new post for now!
some of you must be really tired of seeing Saturday, March 22, 2008 the moment you scroll down.
ahah okay HELLO PEOPLE :D
im going town to cut my hair in a while and I CANT WAIT!
it's been so long (actually only 1 week) since i waited to cut this unstylable hair of mine.
its like you know, its too long and no matter how much wax you apply, it just ends up falling down cause its too heavy.
and i dont want to look like a WAX BOMB, making my hair so shiny under the sunlight by applying lots of wax.
usually i just apply a bit of wax and hairspray to make it stay for the whole day.
now its just.. ZZZ.
this time, it'll be a change of hairstyle!
gonna be real real short and fringe-less so watch out for that :D

block tests results were hella disappointing.
my results were really underestimated as i thought i would do a grade better.
and YES for every single one.
so you know its just dejection, bane and not boon. (yay im applying something i learn from GP) :D
lotsa things to do for next few weeks!
theres broadcast, camp and acting. (not forgetting the piles of homework)
sounds fun and tiring =/
okay will update on those soon.
gotta go bathe now so bye everyone :D
TAKE CARE AND ADIOS!

:)

2008-03-22T17:45:00.003+08:00

song of the day: enrique iglesias - push

caught step up 2 the streets yesterday.
IT WAS AMAZING!! :D
totally awesome dance steps and soundtracks.
it just made you feel like stepping up and dance with them (though you might suck so much as compared to them)
ahaha YEAH! but it was simply fantastic!
not forgetting the really HAWT BODIES TOO.
my new blogskin is the proof of how much i love the movie.
it motivated me to LEARN HOW TO DANCE!
lol so yeap, go watch it if you have not done so okay!
ADIOS.

2008-03-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

song of the day: flo rida feat. t-pain - low

a new page, to a new chapter.

2008-03-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

song of the day: ne-yo - go on girl

in the midst of having block tests now.
maths was once again ZZZ.
econs however was good! :D
i spotted the right question and the moment i saw FTA, i just jump straight in.
ahahaha. yeap so meanwhile, here's another video for you to enjoy.

the black jacket ne-yo's wearing in is SO DAMN HOT.
someone get it for me PLEASE! :D
ADIOS!

2008-03-15T17:07:00.003+08:00

song of the day: delta goodrem - in this life

what i call HOT.
enjoy XD

2008-03-13T21:24:00.006+08:00

song of the day: backstreet boys - shape of my heart

lalalala lalalala elmo song!

haha just a SUDDEN craze on elmo and i think its going to last.
that picture above is my wallpaper on the phone now. lol.

yeap so tuesday went out with walto!
or walto regulars we call it since we did not manage to have full walto attendance.
i think the best we can get is for my birthday celebration.
but well, its good enough still :D
this time round there's only me, boon, sheralin, neh, michelle, eugene and his charbo peng you.
LOL. just a simple meal together at sakae at wheelock.
eugene and his girl joined us for the meal and left to do their things.
so it's just the 5 of us left to wander around town.
gotta meet typicalben at 9 for dinner so the girls accompanied me while i wait.
we went paragon's toys r us!
sorta relived my childhood days eh!
i rmb i used to have so many power ranger toys.
you can combined them into a giant robot lo.
duno where it go liao.
i think next time if i have children i will love to play the power rangers with them.
and for daughters, NO BARBIE!
i might just end up pulling their heads off or stripping them again.
HAHAHA! okay pictures time! :D
*i think its going to be so boring cause 80% of it is just my face! LOL*

maskrider sandwich! HAHA. my work =x

BARNEY IS A MONSTER! he's creepy lo HES AN ALIEN! HAHAHA.

elmo is enough :)

i like this pic! this giant elmo costs a friggin 60bucks! enough to buy 2tees liao lol.

wALTo BOLEH! :D

you are reading screamopunk.blogspot.com XDD HAHA.
ADIOS!

there's a reason why everyone should like big bird! =p

2008-03-12T22:23:00.006+08:00

song of the day: panic at the disco - nine in the afternoon

miss kum jiawei baked yet another cake for me!
this time, it's not just a slice but A WHOLE CAKE!
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
3 of my favourites are included: strawberries, white chocolate and CHEESECAKE!!
i just had a mouth it tastes REALLY GOOD. omggggg.

the box for the cake. she drew it herself! so creative hor.

my cake my cake!

enough for the whole family.

haha yeap this post is for miss kum lah actually.
i duno how to repay you so this is for you! yay.
THANK YOU SO MUCH :D :D!!

2008-03-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

song of the day: janet jackson - feedback

HELLO PEOPLE IM BACK!! okay i know thats like a crap introduction.
okay finally im back blogging.
school's been really busy ~~or perhaps im just too lazy~~ that i cant find time to blog!
HAHA but okay im here. lets get things going.

first, lets talk about a blog that i happened to hop by a few days back.
there's this girl who CLAIMED IM HER BROTHER.
this is so HORRIFYING.
i was like HUH? do i have a younger sister?
in her blog, she claimed that her brother (who is me) went home with his poly classmates.
so i said something like go escape theme park and i wanted to drag her along.
she was sick so she couldnt but i FORCED HER TO GO.
in the end "my friends and i" went ahead without her.
then she posted MY PICTURES.
AND SHE COPIED THE WAY I BLOG!!
COPY AND PASTE MY WORDS AND PASTE IT IN HER BLOG!
in the end i got to know she's a junior in my secondary school who is one of jiawei's enemy (i showed her the blog and asked if she knows the girl and it so happened that she knows her!! LOL.)
jiawei then spammed on her taggy, following with jane and me.
i just said something like REMOVE MY PICTURES AND MY LINK FROM YOUR BLOG BEFORE I'LL TAKE LEGAL ACTION.
okay so folks now you know, I DO NOT HAVE A YOUNGER SISTER.
so if anyone claims to be one, PLEASE JUST SPAM THEIR TAGBOARD UNTIL THEY CLOSE THE BLOG.
like how the girl did. she moved her blog.
yayness! LOL.

next.. okay whats next. zz.
BLOCK TESTS ARE COMING!! im like in a DEEP SHIT!
other than chemistry which im quite confident with, the rest of the subjects are just ARGH.
friday went to see my ex classmates and schoolmates receiving their a level results.
some really didnt do well.
during maths lecture on thursday, the lecturer told us "go see the ex students take results tomorrow. go see their expressions and choose one of it that you want to be in next year. if they did well, congratulate them and ask them for helpful tips. if they didnt, give them a pat and ask them what to improve on and what to avoid."
when i was there, i thought of what she said.
******** FROM THIS SECTION ONWARDS I'LL JUST IGNORE MY GRAMMAR MISTAKES. PARDON ME*******
it was supposed to be a happy occasion when many of your friends came back to school.
i went up to many of them and said hi!
but the next moment, it's just awkwardness.
though we were once close, it seemed time past and we've all changed.
sigh. anyway back to results.
i ran around classes to classes to catch up with some friends and wished them luck.
i was waiting for a particular friend to arrive and when i saw her, i went up to her.
she looked at me and cried.
she was afraid to get her results, she did not want to receive it.
at that point of time, i was just speechless and i felt like crying with her.
the truth hits me hard - next year it'll be my turn.
and the way i study/work now will never get good grades.
BUT WHAT AM I WAITING FOR TO START WORKING HARDER.
ms su gave back our promo results and asked what we're going to do about it.
when someone said "i will work harder", she got even furious.
"WHAT ON EARTH SHOULD YOU NOT BE WORKING HARDER WHEN YOU'RE IN A JC?" she asked.
which is true.
for me, after spending 3 years in a jc i should be getting more decent grades than the average students right?
and the answer is YES!!
for this coming block test, i shall do well in at least 2 subs - chem and physics.
so pray for me!! HAHA.

exactly one week to school reopens - which marks the start of block tests.
SHALL WORK TOWARDS IT!
no more distractions!! except maybe only one. *winks*
GOOD LUCK YALL AND TAKE CARE OKAY!
will come back to blog again.
and to melanie and daphne - HAVE FUN IN TAIWAN!!
i know they will miss me and they're buying me a tee from LZX SHOP! HAHA.
okay adios pple! :D :D

2008-03-02T02:59:00.001+08:00

song of the day: faber drive - tongue tied

it's the period of time when you just feel like being all alone at the beach. standing still, the wind brushes against your rosy cheeks. eyes closed, you slowly feel yourself converging with nature, fading into a whole new dimension. screaming at the top of your lungs, you try to release all the tension built inside. laughing at yourself, you realise tears started trickling down your face uncontrollably. just when you thought you're going crazy, laughing and crying, you felt weakness in the knees. without getting an answer, they gave way and you began falling onto the sand - which seemed to take ages to occur. still with your eyes closed, tears continued to stream down the sides. you're walking, and walking, and walking aimlessly into the darkness. while trying to figure out your direction, you caught a small glimpse of light far far away. relieved, you started dashing towards it - running faster and faster. it doesnt take you too long to realise that it's empty when you finally reached your destination. just when you started to feel devastated, the sound of waves crashing against the breakwaters grew increasingly blatant. opening your eyes, you see many familiar faces looking at you. stretching out their hands, the people whom you love and cherish, are all helping you to regain your balance. just when you thought the darkness was scary, your true friends were actually walking together with you.

2008-02-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

song of the day: wyclef jean feat akon, lil wayne and niia - sweetest girl

i felt really obligated to blog so im here! HAHA.
things were pretty much the same for the past week - school till late almost everyday.
and i always feel really really tired even though i sleep like 7hours a day.
maybe it's due to my contact lens =/
perhaps im not gonna wear it next week except on days with pe.

the one week break is coming!
im so looking forward to it man cause i get to go out and chill, catch up with work of course and not forgetting waking up late everyday ^^
however, whats COMING seemed more important right now.
1. next wed - chem spa
2. next wed - cca day
3. next thurs - maths test ZZZ
4. week 10 - physics test
5. week 10 - GP BLOCK TEST
6. week 10 - assembly emceeing
7. week 10 - orientation tea??

SO MUCH THINGS TO DO. argh.
feeling so lethargic right now.
this morning had cip and we were having flag day for singapore red cross.
some singaporeans really disappoint me so much.
when we ask them for donations, they just walk away pretending not to hear.
some gave nasty looks and left.
some apparently DODGED us.
those were even better.
and there's this man i approached today who really made my blood boil.
i politely asked him for donation (WITH A SMILE HOR).
he placed his newspapers down (he was sitting in the coffee shop), one hand into the shirt pocket, took out his cigarette box and threw it on the table.
there on his cigarette box was a red cross sticker.
WHAT THE FCUK I TELL YOU I ALMOST WANTED TO SCOLD F U AT HIM.
he can just reply nicely: sorry i've donated or stuff like that.
do you have to be so guai lan?
furthermore i was really polite and greeted him eh.
and of course, i left saying OH thank you (which i dont mean it AT ALL).

is it so hard for us to have slightly better manners or even just donate a few cents?
it's the RED CROSS and it concerns us.
we might suay suay involve in an accident or even require surgery in the future - which all require BLOOD!
so in another words, you are donating money for yourselves!
haiz.

anyway here are some pictures so enjoy it for the time being.
resolution not really good due to *** lousy phone. HAHAHA.
and someone hasnt send me the rest yet. zz.
ENJOY :D

2008-02-18T00:01:00.004+08:00

song of the day: taylor swift - teardrops on my guitar

i have not forgotten bout this place at all, just that things got pretty busy.
school from monday to friday as usual.
and it's getting much better for me!
best friends, friends and eye candy are my motivation for school now.
SO ARE GOOD RESULTS! :D
yeap so will update this space really soon again.
im getting photos from some other people before blogging so dont stop coming people!
ADIOS AND LOVE :D

2008-02-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

song of the day: lin jun jie - hai pa

this is so funny i dreamt of wilber just now. HAHA.
anyway this is going to be a quick post, i have homework UNDONE!! ZZ.

okay chinese new year eve, had hamper making in school then took some pics.

eugene and i + the girls!!

GERALDINE 1

GERALDINE 2

BROS lol both look so ZZ

JACK!! :D this was taken on his birthday! i love this pic lol.

at night i went back to malaysia as said in my previous post.

this is my house on the outside. nice right! :D

the living room.

the kitchen + mini bar

my fav spot. LOL.

i didnt take pictures of the rooms cos i dont think there's a need to.
anw they look empty cause its a new house ma.
oh i dont mind if you would like to donate me furnitures =x HAHA.

chu yi went to bai nian in the afternoon and went for a cruise!
haiz my luck this year not so good eh, kept losing money lol.
bai nian i won RM20 bucks but on the cruise the slot machines ate $30 =(

anyway got back to my malaysia's house on chu er and went to bai nian again.
this time i lost RM30 which means overall i lost RM10. sigh.
came back to singapore that night.

chu san! went sheralin's house to bai nian.
there i lost another $11.
kinda no luck eh this year hahaha.
but had fun and i was so noisy lah i think.
i kept shouting lol =x paiseh ah!!
jack came later but thats after i left >.<
and eugene pang seh-ed. haiz lol.

i duno why i stood so far from boonee i thought i was close already leh!

and now i look retarded. =/

chu si today went valerie sim's house.
MISS SIM IS SLEEPING THUS WE DIDNT SEE ONE ANOTHER.
chatted with her mom and other moms who were all my mom's friends.
they gonna organise bbq soon leh then i'll see all my childhood friends!! :D

thats bout all.
CYA FOLKS AND ADIOS!! :D :D

2008-02-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

song of the day: boys like girls - hero/heroine

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
wishing all my readers a wonderful prosperous new year.
get lots of ang paos too! :D
im going off to malaysia tonight and will only be back on saturday i suppose.
so yeap ENJOY THE HOLIDAY! :D

2008-02-03T21:55:00.001+08:00

song of the day: plies feat. akon - hypnotized

i felt obliged to BLOG cause if i dont, i feel WEIRD.
though there's nothing much to talk about for the post, i felt i should blog so as not to disappoint those of you who came to find something to read.
cause i myself also hate the "wha sian he/she haven blog" then click on the X button.

so HELLO PEOPLE! :D
chinese new year is here once again.
this year i'll be spending it in malaysia as my parents bought a house there.
so i'll be off on wednesday night and back probably on friday or saturday.
have you all done shopping for your new clothes?
i didnt really shop this year cause i've got them from my birthday presents already!
thanks for the tshirts, polo tees and jeans people!
i only bought 1 tshirt and 1 shirt for this chinese new year lol.
i still need shorts!
guess i'll only get them after cny.

oh and i've left canoeing.
my new cca is NEW MEDIA ARTS!! IBCS! =x
you know canoeing is not a bad cca but i prefer it flexible and recreational.
competitive is also okay leh actually, but do you call it a TEAM when people dont behave like they're in a team.
it's like so divided and i dont feel im welcomed.
go training also like do own things so might as well join something else which you can like and enjoy.
IBCS stands for innova broadcasting station or something im not so sure.
i belong to RADIO! :D
eugene and i went for the audition on thursday and we got accepted.
our first broadcast will be on wednesday, cny eve's morning so please do LISTEN out for us =x
we stayed up and wrote our script last night.
so hope those who get to hear it will enjoy it.

yeap thats all for today!
theres PHYSICS SKILL A TOMORROW! THE REAL ONE!
sucks.
hope it's something I KNOW HOW TO DO.
ADIOS ;D

说你爱我 - 潘玮柏
拆开你曾经写给我的信件
你说你好爱我
一张张我和你泛黄的照片
你遗忘在角落

是你说要我和你天长地久
我烙印在心中
但你身旁守护着你的男人
却已经不是我

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
我承认此刻的我懦弱

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法再爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗
你难道无法爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗

永远是你给的承诺
我却无法握在手中
我和你的情节
是否已走到最后
爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱你还爱我吗

拆开你曾经写给我的信件
你说你好爱我
一张张我和你泛黄的照片
被遗忘在角落

是你说要我和你天长地久
我烙印在心中
在你身旁守护着你的男人
却已经不是我

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
我承认此刻的我懦弱

说你爱我说你要我
说你永远不离开我
这要求是否太多
你难道无法再爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗
你难道无法爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗

永远是你给的承诺
我却无法握在手中
我和你的情节
是否已走到最后
爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱你还爱我吗
爱...爱我吗
你难道无法再爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗
你难道无法爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱爱我吗

2008-01-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

song of the day: colby o'donis feat akon - what you got

BLACK MUSIC ROCKS!

school's been really really tiring and im drained.
and that sucks.
if not for friends, i guess i wont have the motivation to attend school at all.

and right now, im against anyone who wears fur.
radha sent an email which said about animals being skinned alive for their fur.
that is super cruel.
you never expect what those people did to the animals before/while/after they skinned them.
the bodies of the animals after being skinned (some still alive) were all being thrown into the pile of dead bodies before theirs.
one of the skinned dog with blood all over it even had the strength to stand up and collapse among the carcasses.
it is a very very heart wrenching sight.

video not suitable for the faint hearted.

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

please, do not buy fur products. =(

2008-01-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

song of the day: chris brown - with you

CLOVERFIELD.

thursday after school, rushed home before going town for movie treat.
jack and i treated the class to movie for celebrating our birthdays and for our presents, sorta like exchange.
HAHA. yeap so it's cloverfield.
i thought it's rather good - just that the ending kinda suck.
but it's not the usual kind of movie as this whole movie is seen from a hand held camera.
so it's extremely shaky and thus creating motion sickness.
but it's still GOOOD LAH!! :D

yesterday celebrated my birthday for the third time this year with my OG WALTO! :D :D
though not everybody turned up, it's still fun eh for the rest of us.
celebration at marina square.

dining in kenny rogers.

vanessa looked freaking hilarious =x

with sheralin's shades. i look like my tshirt lol.

estelle! :D

trying to remove 2 candles cause im only SEVENTEEN NOT NINETEEN!! T.T

so shy when they sing me bday song >.<

dreams coming true moment.

they made me remove the candles with my mouth =/

my chocolate tiramisu! :D

clockwise from top left: gerard, michelle, sheralin, boonee, estelle, vanessa, snowman, eugene and me! :D

cutting the cake =x

my favourite game. LOL.

my present! lol
they got me a shaver cause i dun like shaving especially my goatee =/

EUGENE :D

we watched THE MIST after that.

it's bad. i dun like it at all lol.
we went in knowing it's NC16 but had no idea what isit for.
violence or gore or horror?
it cannot be sexual references cause THE MIST doesnt seem to have anything to do with sex.
HAHA.
yeap so it turned out to be for gore which kinda sucked and again the ending is stupid.
watch it only if you have nothing better to do! ^^
i changed my tshirt in the cinema LOL.
was horrified to see someone was wearing the same tshirt as me OMG.
so i changed into the polo tee that walto got for me. =x

presents i've gotten yesterday!! :D
WALTO - 1polo tee, 1tshirt and 1shaving kit
WEI REN + XI HONG - havanias slippers.

THANKS YALL! <3

2008-01-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

song of the day: colby odinis - what you got

there's so much things to blog about my birthday that i dun even know where to start!
this is my sorta my last year being in my teens.
next year i'll be in my EARLY TWENTIES.
IM SO OLD!! ARGH!
AND I'VE LOST MY FIRST KISS ON MY BDAY!! =/
but i aint gonna say who i've lost it to HAHAHA.
okay so here goes the list of those who've greeted!

SMS in chronological order:

22nd JAN
22:31 - GERALDINE!
22:53 - WEE HONG!
23:53 - MELANIE!
23:58 - SHYANI!

23rd JAN THE DAY ITSELF! :D
00:00 - SHERALIN!
00:00 - ZOE!
00:00 - ZHEN XIANG!
00:01 - VANESSA!
00:01 - ZIJIE!
00:01 - JACK!
00:02 - DAPHNE!
00:04 - WEI REN!
00:05 - JIAN WEN!
00:05 - LEONARD!
00:08 - ANDRE!
00:11 - HONG WEI!
00:23 - AMANDA!
01:19 - CHRISPIN!
01:43 - TYPICALBEN!
01:50 - LUO AN!
05:49 - MY MOM! :D
06:37 - ANDREY!
06:38 - BOON EE!
07:02 - MELSON!
07:31 - MY BROTHER! :D
08:01 - HAFIZ!
08:48 - CHEE YANG!
08:49 - ESTELLE!
09:06 - VALERIE GHO!
12:01 - IVY!
12:12 - ALAN!
12:40 - MY SISTER! :D
14:53 - SHARMINI!
19:16 - MISS KUM JW
20:42 - RADHA!
21:01 - EUGENE!
21:27 - SHERMENE!
22:51 - ZENG LIANG!
23:14 - JOSELYN*!

24th JAN
00:12 - RUI XIANG!
01:10 - EDDIE!
10:54 - SHERMAINE!
19:16 - JOANNA!
22:39 - SHENG WEI!

FRIENDSTER testimonial-ed:
HONG WEI!
FAJ!
LUO AN!
CHOON WEE!
ZOE!
HONG LIM!
HWEE YIM!
SHU FANG!
QINNING!
BELINDA!
NOREEN!
MANFRED!
RACHEL!
YONG RONG!
DAPHNE!
ANNA!

people who TAGGED! :D
ZHEN XIANG!
LUO AN!
ZOE!
SHIKIN!
JOSELYN*!
PUQIN!
RUI XIANG!
JOSEPHINE!

last but not least, those you MSN-ed!
JIN PEI!
JUN XIAN!

PRESENTS I'VE RECEIVED!
Daphne and Melanie - Zara Jacket!
Eugene - CK Euphoria Men Perfume!
0712D + shyani + puqin - Pull and Bear Tee + Jeans!
Donovan - Adidas Deodorant
Family - 3 Ang Paos!

thats all for now i suppose.
i'll post the photos of my presents up in the next post! HEH.

phew!! i typed halfway then everything just went blank.
luckily i retrieved them from drafts if not i'll give up on blogging tonight.
HAHA!
thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday - i've had a great one.

it started out after school when my class 0712D celebrated it for me! ( together with a few other friends from other classes!)

PHOTOS!

PU QIN :D

GERALDINE :D

AMANDA :D

IVY :D

ZHEN XIANG :D

WEE HONG :D
damn i like kisses =/

EUGENE BUDDY!

ANDRE :D

JACK :D

SHYANI :D

Video on how my 2 buddies KISS ME LOL! enjoy =x

rushed home after that before i took a cab to cityhall to meet my two BESTIES who are waiting impatiently for my arrival =x
we dined at new york new york (MEL's TREAT) and took hell lots of photos. (not gonna post them all up!)
ENJOY!

appetizers lol.

MINE! :D ribs + mushroom soup + chocolate strawberry!

MELANIE'S! :D black pepper steak + calamaris + chocolate sundae!

DAPHNE'S! :D roasted chicken + calamaris + strawberry/mango drink!

they said i look mat =/

^^

i like this pic! :D

MWUACKS! :D :D

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER :D

THATS ALL FOR NOW FOLKS!! :D
ADIOS!!

2008-01-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

song of the day: pink - who knew

2 more days, i really dont want to say what's happening.
seriously speaking, i wasnt really looking forward to my birthday.
though i had plans for the coming days, i really wasnt expecting it to be so SOON.
this morning on the mrt after replying someone via sms, i saw the date on my screen.
21 january 2008.
i was like, wow another year had just past.
how fast.

another year indeed.
numerous things have changed, especially the friends who hung around me.
last year this period, im still close with people like wenkang shengwei shermaine and the list goes on.
of course daphne and melanie are included.
but this year?
no doubt they wont be with me for my birthday.
it seems that as the years passed, people who celebrate your birthday for you changes.
shermaine is working. wenkang and shengwei is in ns.
so isit cause i've retained thats why im not in ns yet.
if im in ns now, will i be so lucky like now?

i believe im smart in a way or another.
getting a 251 for psle and ended up in bpghs.
played too much and ended up getting 19 for l1r5 and heading for innova.
thought promotion will be a breeze (which is absolutely wrong), im staying in j1 for another year.
and due to the fact that i've retained, i've made more amazing friends especially in my class.
eugene, jack, andre, the girls, and not forgetting zijie and ziyang.
after pahang trip and ogl, i've made even more friends!
i cant even recognise some of their faces when they said hi to me in school.
people spending my birthday together with me will bound to change.
other than daphne and melanie who remain, shermaine wenkang and shengwei are gone.
say hi to 0712d and walto.
sometimes i really hope at least somebody whom i was once close with would remember my birthday and sms me.
it might not necessary be my bday itself, just a casual random sms to say hi, that surely brightens up my day.

i cherish friendship most after my family.
it's really really important to me - without them im not what i am today.
if you're a friend and you cared, i really love you as one.
i really have no idea what im blogging now, i just type as i think. =/
it's really not difficult to keep in touch with me.
you have my friendster, my email, my number or even this blog to tag.
so why not do it now?
i cherish this blog alot and one tag makes a difference.
if i know you and you tagged me before, i'll remember you - trust me.

people ask me what do i want for my birthday.
i replied them: what do you think i lack?
they said nothing.
and nothing too i thought.
i have almost everything that i wanted: basic necessities and materialistic needs.
even the kind of friends i want, i have them.
so what else?
okay if you want to know what i want on my birthday, i would say i want all my close friends to be with me on that day.
even if not, an sms will do :)
and to my class, i want to take pictures with everyone!!
i want to feel loved by my friends lol.
so you all must kiss me and take picture with me. ON THE CHEEKS ONLY HOR >.<
eugene, jack and the girls - compulsory. HAHAHA.
daphne and melanie, you are included im sorry there's no running away from it. ^^
i feel really really lucky to be blessed with great friends all around me.
and i admit im greedy, i want to continue to feel this way.
can i?
if you think so, just say yes.
it's not dumb really, to say it in front of your monitor.
cause if you really mean it, you'll say it.

i have things to say to every individual of you. (if you think you're one, you're one)
i may or may not blog it out but if you ask, im sure to tell you how i feel about you.
but for the very least i know,
daphne and melanie - besties forever.
eugene - bros for life.
any other pacts to make?

i know this post sounds absurb to a certain extent.
people who might not know me might go: wtf is this person ranting about?
but im not worried, cause if you're my friend and you're reading, i know you cared.
and thanks for that.

school's been really tiring recently and i guess im drained.
im going to bed now.
good night singapore.

*i've generated a new wishlist by using 100% of my brain power.*
i really have no idea what i want but if im a spoil brat, maybe i would want those.

2008-01-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

song of the day: ayumi hamasaki - together when...

i found this off sgforums and thought i should share with everyone reading my blog.
it's really meaningful and i hope you would take sometime to read them.

Five Important Lessons on how we treat other people.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:

'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?'

Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?

I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.

'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
is smile and say 'hello.'

I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an elderly African-American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 60s.. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
put her into a taxicab.

She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..

It read:
'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others.'

Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.

'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked.

'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.

'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.

'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins.

'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
were two nickels and five pennies..

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and said, 'Yes I'll do it if it will
save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.

He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'.

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.

2008-01-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

song of the day: u2 - with or without you

yesterday was melanie's birthday!! :D
therefore, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELANIE!! <3 :D :D
rushed home after school and the ____ session, then to plaza sing for a meal with mel and daph.
had our dinner at fish-n-co!
ordered quite alot and cant finish them in the end. lol.
here are the pictures we've took for the dayyyy :D

crossed eyes! haha.

melanie and i can do it =x

but daph's trying so hard. lol.

licking my elbow take 1

i believe someday i can do it leh lol.

and thats about all!
MELANIE AND DAPHNE, WE WILL BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER :D :D

oh and i found these nice photos from weiren's blog!

XIAO GUI!! LOL.

=))))))))))))))))

lastly, just some things to get out of my mind.

eh bro, i really dunno what u thinking leh.
i just hope im treating the right person as my buddy. :)
please hor T.T

2008-01-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

song of the day: chris daughtry - over you

IT'S THAT MONTH OF THE YEAR AGAIN!! HAHAHA. *hints*

monday went out for a small dinner with my sec1/2 classmates. (only 6 of us were present!)
we walked around vivo waiting for everyone to arrive before ending up at ramenten harbour front centre.
had great chats over the session.
felt so nostalgic that the days are already over!
it's been 6 years and im going to be NINETEEN this year.
we met when we were thirteen.
time really flies and caleb's entering NS TOMORROW.
it could have been my turn if i didnt retain in 2006.
hmmmm so you people can still see me often for another year :D
awwwwwwww. and here are the pictures!

introducing you:

MISS PHANG XI HONG :D

MISS TEO WEI REN :D

MISS CALISTA CHAN :D

MR CALEB JOSEPH LEOW :D

MR CHRISTOPHER LEE :D

and how can we forget? MR CHUA ZHI LUN :D :D

i look like a moron here and thus the smiley =x

after the dinner, caleb relived our childhood by treating us to CABLE CAR.
haha what were you doing on monday night 10.30pm?
im many many metres up in the sky lol.

woohoo! =x

i love you guys.
cya all really soon :)))
and to leb: all the best in army! we'll miss YOU! =p

2008-01-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

song of the day: britney spears - piece of me

the three days of jc1 orientation have come to an end.
it was really awesome and fun and smashing!
kinda lazy to elaborate so just pictures for you people.
enjoy!! :D

electric fence! guiding them on how to get one another over the line.

code red!

WALTO! :D looking over at our crashed tower.

:DD

assyrian OGLs! with a few missing ._.

our children!! :D WALTO!

walto and i

walto and eugene

HOT. HAHA.

sweettt

eugene and i. those were just chocolates okay!

sheralin and i :D

walto pple send me your pictures so that i can post them up!!

yesterday the time was too rush for me to make an impromptu speech to you all.
i just want to say that thanks for the fun you gave to to us.
you guys were great and it's really nice to see you all bonding and mixing with one another.
which was good! as it showed we didnt fail as being OGLs =x
so yeap, i will miss you all and we'll have OG outings okay! :D
whether you are intending to stay in innova or not, i wish you all the best in your future endeavours!

walto walto! (clap clap)
boleh boleh! (clap clap)
walto boleh! (clap clap)
boleh walto! (clap clap)
chika laka piya piya chika laka piya piya..
i feel good AH!
oh i feel so good AH!
oh i feel so oh i feel so oh i feel so good AH AH AH AHH~~ :))))))))))

moving on to the new year countdown!
it was well spent with my 2 GREATEST FRIENDS EVER - DAPHNE AND MELANIE! :D
we were intending to be at esplanade for the grand fireworks but avoided it due to the human traffic.
instead, we went to party world at woodlands civics center.
it costs $103.45 for the 3 of us from 8-11pm O.o
however melanie's dad volunteered to pay for us so its FREE!!!! HAHAHA.
before that something hilarious happened.
we went mos at causewaypoint for dinner.
while walking, daph did something stupid and so, melanie and i starting running away from her.
there was this girl who look bout sec 2 or 3 thought we were going to crash into her, sorta jumped from where she was and ran away.
HAHA we were laughing like mad after that.
her expression was like there's godzilla in our town and that was probably her last shock of 2007.
lol =x

^^

zi lianing.

after which we bought starbucks and went to the big space beside civics for the countdown.
people cheered when the countdown reaches 0 and were all surprise to see FIREWORKS!
i nv really expected fireworks in that area but there it was!!

PURPLE!! WOO.

:D :D

the lights were on melanie and i. you can only see daph's teeth. HAHA!

happy 2008 people! :D

2007-12-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

song of the day: britney spears - piece of me

i'm currently re-addicted to britney's gimme more!
i dont care whether she's having a divorce or fighting over a custody battle, i think she's an awesome performer.

all the way brit!

4 more days to go before the school reopens.
im not dreading it and in fact, IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
wtf. hahaha and i've not finished my homework.
so why am i eager to start school again?

1. orientation 2008!
2. the AIRCON CLASSROOM + TABLET PC!
3. not wanting to stone at home anymore
4. no money to spend liao
5. i miss my friends!

am gonna start school on a bright light.
hopefully a levels will be easy on me.

had ogl camp for the past two days.
it was FUN! :D
the people in my clan ROCKED and we're so comfortable with one another.
haha there are going to be games, amazing race and many others.
and we did filming!
i think i might appear in the video quite alot of times eh.
sarah and i tried to wave our flags at the filming almost all the time lol.
and i love practising for our dance!
dancing will be my next passion. HAHA.

shyani!

looking retarded after the makeup for the filming.

ASSYRIA! - with some missing (eugene included) as they had things on during the filming.

this will most probably be my last post of 2007.
ADIOS PEOPLE! :D
cya in 2008.
two zero zero eight - here i come!

2007-12-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

song of the day: 'n sync - merry christmas, happy holidays

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

i hope all you people have lotsa fun on this special day. :D :D

2007-12-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

song of the day: bang bang tang - ai qing ma qi duo

i am a very very lucky person.
at certain times, we seem to be choosing our friends.
i believe the friends who will be true friends to you are those who actually bothered to do things for you.
for example, daphne is willing to wake up early in the morning to have breakfast with me before i go to work.
she also bought me herbal tea without me actually telling her to do so.
melanie played a great host when we popped by at her chalet.
true friends do things for you and they dont complain.

such things cannot be seen from a third party, it can only be felt from within the heart.
recently, i received greeting cards from some friends.
it felt really nice to know that somebody out there actually remembers you :)

first it's from LUO AN THE ARTIST.
i was really surprised to find the envelope in my mailbox.
in it contains a microzine (his project about all the abstracts he drew), cards and a greeting note.

my portrait in santa hat :D

the cards that he drew

luo an's a really talented person.
though we're not close in terms of friendship, he still bothered to send you gifts and bothered to keep in touch.
and that alone tells me that he's a friend that can be trusted.
thanks.

last night i met someone whom i haven seen for quite sometime though we're neighbours.
MISS KUM JIA WEI! :D
she returned from taiwan just a few days ago and so yesterday she passed me the things she got for me etc.
she cooked korean fried rice and gave me a serving too!
things she got me include the fried rice, PORTRAIT of me, taiwan sweets and crackers and a greeting note.

the korean fried rice.

she drew this,

based on this!

though it doesnt really resembles me =x
it was really touching as she actually bothered to spend time to sit down, look at my picture and draw.
which is why i said earlier, im a very lucky person.
i have many friends who cared bout me and therefore, i should have nothing to complain about (in terms of friendship).
thank you all...

next part of the post will be about my previous workplace.
you must have been curious where i earn my high pay from =x
i was working for a company called TNS.
it was introduced by joselyn* and it's located in thomson road!

part of a slope that we have to climb to get to the place =x

it's in this slf podium!

my workplace's on level 2 while all these are taken at level 1, the MCYS podium.

go up staircase c

the part of the office where im allowed.
the other side is for all the full timers lol.

my workplace!
a computer, file, recorder, telephone for calling out and water :D

andre and jack working conscientiously.

haha yeap sooooo thats bout all on my working part.

school's reopening soon.
my third year in innova le, hope it will be my best year.
score for the a levels and get into a local university, thats my aim.
okay thats all for now.
adios people!
wish you all an early merry christmas :D :D :D

2007-12-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

song of the day: fergie - clumsy

a few things to update but im lazy to type now so i'll leave it for the next post =x
in the meantime, you can "enjoy" this.

i present to you:
Chris Crocker - Gimme More :D
introduced by daphne, her boyfriend lai de.
HAHA okay just joking =x
enjoy!

many mixed opinions bout him.
i personally find him funny lah thats all so yeap hope you find this vid to your liking LOL.

ADIOS!

2007-12-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

song of the day: mika - happy ending

saturday went out with daphne and melanie.
wow we seemed to talk NON STOP.
and when there's silence, it doesnt seem awkward at all. :D

first we went to bugis village.
we walked through level one for a few rounds as the girls were looking for 2 for 15bucks little miss tshirts.
whats with all the little miss on the streets.
its like bubble tea like that lo, you drink i also want drink.
then when there's too much bubble tea shop, one after another starts to close down.
same logic lor, when everyone's wearing, you also wont wear liao.
haha but luckily it's cheap so wont that heartache.
can wear at home to sleep also LOL.
we saw this food called "ke jia suan pan zi"
both of them said it was nice and gave me a shocked expression when i said i didnt eat before.
you all got eat before meh? (i mean you as readers)
my dialect is hokkien and this is not hokkien food so it isnt surprising right =x
anyway it tasted good.
melanie said it was okok only so i suppose there are much better ones out there!
buy for me yeah!
we ate dinner(my lunch included) at sakae teppayaki.
it was rather expensive so we got 2 set dinners for 3 persons.
it tasted OK LAH and very much overpriced.
the serving is really small too!
i think if i eat one set myself i also wont feel full lor.
no wonder not much people patronise that place.
OVERPRICED! =/
we took some pictures of the food but im lazy to post it up.
it looks horribly oily and disgusting too so dont bother =x

later we went wisma.
the girls went straight for dorothy perkins and coincidentally, there's caroling just outside the boutique.
nice eh!
i wished i was part of something like this.
the last time was DRAMA CLUB in primary school - i was involved in the school's opening ceremony.
we went espirt next and whoa there are alot of nice clothes around.
but when you look at the price, they are even better.
haha cant help it though these are branded goods.
i went to try a shirt on. (i didnt want to buy just try for fun nia lol)
it didnt suit me though it looked nice by itself.
daphne was choosing some clothes for her brothers so she got 1 polo tee and asked me to try for her.
who knows, it suited me and they bought it as a christmas gift for me!!
awwwwww =x
its sort of an exchange okay, im buying gifts for them too ^^
daph bought the same polo but larger size and some other tshirts for her brothers.

next we went far east.
walked through the nv ren jie (woman street) LOL at level 1.
they were desperate looking for new bags and they bought it there!
as for me, i bought a new pair of shoes.
wooooo i love buying shoes especially when i know what i want. :D
went to the converse retail on level 3 and got an olive coloured shoes.

i got it cause i didnt want to wear my blue dunks to school everyday.
it's expensive so i dont want to spoil it but who knows after i bought my new shoes i saw my blue dunks ON SALE.
i went to check at the price and i almost fainted.
it was at 129 the last time but now it's being sold for _2 bucks.
WTF MAN ZZ.
felt slightly depressed bout it but im okay after a few mins lol.
hadouken! (NOT ah du gen!)
wooo the whole night i was mumbling the word which got the girls really irritated.
duno whats that? lemme show you!

see that bluish thing floating in the middle? thats a hadouken strike.
it's RYU's signature move (from street fighter)
come to think of it, isit possible for anyone to not know it? X_X lol.

oh yeah thats bout all for the shopping trip.
now i have just 1 item lagging in my wardrobe, and thats a black skinny! :D

-random-
i saw alot of online retail blogs but why dont i see anyone of them specialising in MEN's CLOTHINGS?

i realised many things can be bought/sold at forums.
i signed up at sgforums and i thought that was really useful!

and singapore idol hady mirza won asian idol!
that was great but i wondered whether the results were altered.
if it's by voting, isit possible for other nations to lose to us when they have a much larger population as compared to us.
and i thought mike from indonesia and jaclyn from malaysia were awesome o.o

okay thats all for today.
adios dooooooods :D

2007-12-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

song of the day: simple plan - when i'm gone

okay i had my mind set up for blogging tonight.
but having stared into this blank space for a couple of mins, nothing came out.
actually a few things did, i typed them out and deleted them again.
sometimes it felt really difficult on what to blog.
my thoughts? my life?
gets really boring doesnt it?

first, my job ended.
lol i worked for 3 days and THATS ALL!
i earned ____ hundred and fifty dollars.
try filling in the blank! HAHA.
jack and andre earned more than me lo. =(

went to school for ogl meeting on monday and we (eugene and i) painted our flag!
he drew the whole thing out and i helped him with the painting lo.
im not the one drawing cause my drawing SUCKS. zz.
and his painting suck. HAHAHAHA okok here's our flag :D

Walto's the name!

just finished transformers on dvd.
it was awesome!
i thought one part was rather funny when sam's mom asked: SAM ARE YOU MASTURBATING?
wow that was something i wouldnt expect in such a movie man.
hahaha and i think you would never expect this to be in my blog.
blah who cares anyway =/
oh and they looked kinda like the power ranger toys i had when i was young.
we can change them from a vehicle to a standing robot.
cool huh.

am going out this sat with daph and mel.
it has been sooooooo long since we last went out together!
finally man!

last but not least, i missed BP =(

yo check it out!
(claps x5 oi! )x4
bp wheres the heat, show that you can rock the beat, yeahhh bp!
choa chu kang oi! bukit panjang oi!
all the way oi! all we slay oi!
we will charge oi! we will barge oi!
so we say oi! all the way oi!
yeeeahhhh~~
wu zhong! wu zhong!
bp! bp!
we're proud to be from bp, from bp!
we shall win! x2
we shall score! x2
bp bp you are number 1!
we shall fight on~
we shall strive on~
cause the future is in our hands, in our hands!
we cant lose out, we cant give up, cause we are all bpians, all bpians!
wu zhong! wu zhong!
bp! bp!
we're proud to be from bp, from bp!
we shall win! x2
we shall score! x2
bp bp you are number 1! :D
*cheers!*

nostalgic isnt it =(